ok so heres the deal, and please dont laugh
im 22 years old and i think i have potential to be either an MMA fighter (im a blue belt in bjj, plus have experience with wrestling and muay thai) or a boxer (boxing experience at a world famous gym)
i made another topic about how i feel im very physically gifted. i also feel that above all other physical gifts, i have the desire and heart to be a fighter...its my true (and only) passion in life...i live for fighting. they say if you love something you'd do it for free, well id fight for free.
now heres the problem...i kind of have depression issues and i sometimes dont like myself...ive thought about getting plastic surgery (a nose job) for some time now...OBVIOUSLY there is a major issue here... if i spend 8,000$ on a nose job, would that mean my fighting days are over? i really dont like my nose at all, and i would want nothing more than to change it..but at the same time i LOVE fighting and want to be a professional fighter. i just dont want to have my expensive nose get smashed...ugh its such a ****** up decision that i have to make..
is there such a way where i can do both? this is the main concern in my life right now because like i said im 22 and im getting old. i need to make a decision now, whether im going to be a fighter or a guy who gets surgery and finally gets some confidence...give me advice. im not sure what to do here
im 22 years old and i think i have potential to be either an MMA fighter (im a blue belt in bjj, plus have experience with wrestling and muay thai) or a boxer (boxing experience at a world famous gym)
i made another topic about how i feel im very physically gifted. i also feel that above all other physical gifts, i have the desire and heart to be a fighter...its my true (and only) passion in life...i live for fighting. they say if you love something you'd do it for free, well id fight for free.
now heres the problem...i kind of have depression issues and i sometimes dont like myself...ive thought about getting plastic surgery (a nose job) for some time now...OBVIOUSLY there is a major issue here... if i spend 8,000$ on a nose job, would that mean my fighting days are over? i really dont like my nose at all, and i would want nothing more than to change it..but at the same time i LOVE fighting and want to be a professional fighter. i just dont want to have my expensive nose get smashed...ugh its such a ****** up decision that i have to make..
is there such a way where i can do both? this is the main concern in my life right now because like i said im 22 and im getting old. i need to make a decision now, whether im going to be a fighter or a guy who gets surgery and finally gets some confidence...give me advice. im not sure what to do here
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