im with you, man. im 28 now. at the age of 25 was when i was able to move beyond the past with my dad. and it wasnt b.c we talked it out. the last time we tried to talk about it, we ended up in an argument again and almost came to blows.
i finally saw that no matter how cordial and civilized you tried to be with this man and have this convo, hes always going to get angry. and im not going to allow him to disrespect me b.c he was my ***** donor.
i realized that hes going to be who he is, he can only be himself and which isnt a loving parent. i cant dwell on the past wishing he was different so i told him that i was over the topic. we will have to agree to disagree.
we are cool but we dont really have a relationship either. its been months since the last time i spoke to him. in all of my years, he has never gotten me a bday present or even told me happy bday.
i respect the fact that hes my father but that doesnt mean he can treat me whatever way he wants and i have to take just b.c hes my father. this is something these cats dont get and i question the type of relationships they had with their dad. b.c its obvious their relationship with their dads was better than mine with my father.
now add the fact that the mayweathers are natural born fighters, egotistical and highly competitive amoungst all the other things Sr did to floyd, floyds mom and whoever was in his path...thats a bad combo. i couldnt deal with having a dad like Sr or what i have seen of Sr. if they havent come to blows yet, id be really surprised b.c i swould have ****ed my dad up long ago if he was anything close to sr and around as much as he is.
you have to be respectful to people, it doesnt matter if you gave birth to them or not. something my dad doesnt understand himself
i finally saw that no matter how cordial and civilized you tried to be with this man and have this convo, hes always going to get angry. and im not going to allow him to disrespect me b.c he was my ***** donor.
i realized that hes going to be who he is, he can only be himself and which isnt a loving parent. i cant dwell on the past wishing he was different so i told him that i was over the topic. we will have to agree to disagree.
we are cool but we dont really have a relationship either. its been months since the last time i spoke to him. in all of my years, he has never gotten me a bday present or even told me happy bday.
i respect the fact that hes my father but that doesnt mean he can treat me whatever way he wants and i have to take just b.c hes my father. this is something these cats dont get and i question the type of relationships they had with their dad. b.c its obvious their relationship with their dads was better than mine with my father.
now add the fact that the mayweathers are natural born fighters, egotistical and highly competitive amoungst all the other things Sr did to floyd, floyds mom and whoever was in his path...thats a bad combo. i couldnt deal with having a dad like Sr or what i have seen of Sr. if they havent come to blows yet, id be really surprised b.c i swould have ****ed my dad up long ago if he was anything close to sr and around as much as he is.
you have to be respectful to people, it doesnt matter if you gave birth to them or not. something my dad doesnt understand himself
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