I am going to GIVE UP!

[phallus]

i am sick and tired of my parents saying to me, "i cannot bring you to the boxing gym monday-thursday". today my mum said, "adam i am sick and tired of you with your boxing ****, just give it up".
i got really pissed/emotionaly broken at the same time, but i kept my cool. i am really getting sick of my parents, i come into the car from school and i was like, "mom guess what, i got a 90% on my lab today" and she blankly said, "okay, thats GREAT" in a sarcasim voice....

is it just me or do my family hate me?

my mom, dad, and sister make fun of me, call me names, tell me im going to be nothing when i grow up, parents hit me, they always forget about me like one time i came home from school late from extra help and everyone in the house was gone. i called up my mom and she said,"oh we thought you were at a track meet so we went out"....it was about 5pm at the time, i didnt have dinner that night, i just decided to eat some jello...


do you ever get that weird feeling inside of you, like its a sunken feeling, like theres no hope left? i have been getting this feeling everytime i talk to my parents for the past 4 years....

alot of things are starting to get me pissed off...i really think i dont have a family with my family....when i am forunate to go over my friends house's i see how there parents act to there kids and it is the total opposite of how my parents treat me...

did anyone ever have this experience with there parents because i think i have it bad, but i dont know...


i am really emotionally broken right now, i dont want to eat, i dont want to talk, i just want to ****ing box...

is there really any point for me to be living anymore i CANT take it!

does anyone know how i should talk to my parents because honestly i am kinda scared of them to speak to them...i really dont have anyone to talk to, except you guys and i really appreciate this...


sorry if this is in the wrong forum or thread or w/e i just needed to express how i felt right now.....sorry.

**** 'em.

This sport is about scraping yourself off the canvas, spitting out your own blood, and slamming your gloves together. Things suck. Were I you, I'd tell my parents to get the **** off my back and I'd make my own way. And I'd blow town the day after graduation.

Oh, wait. I did.

My parents were, by modern standards, abusive; I won't go into details but it sounds a lot like what you're going through. I lived at friends' houses through most of high school. I think my friends' parents figured it out but this was back in the days when the school, church, state, etc. wouldn't dare get involved. The 80's were the ****ing Dark Ages compared to the way most of you have it now. But I digress.

I'd tough it out and see if I could find a college with a boxing team, or a school in a good boxing town -- Philly or New York. If your grades suck, get a tutor and get your **** together. Schoolwork should be EASY compared to boxing. Nobody's punching you in the head. I hope.

Study, box, harden up, and plan yourself a new life, because one starts right after graduation. Start making your own way now, and you will be better off for it than your buddies will be, calling their parents being homesick and spending their first two years of college wondering what the **** went wrong. Were I you, I'd try to get a job and have a couple months' rent saved up so I could get a room in whatever town my college of choice was in, and I'd leave town graduation night and spend the summer scamming local chicks in a new town. And boxing.

As for a reason to live, trust me on this one. There's a whole new world that happens once you leave your hometown and your high school. There's no reason you should ever have to see anyone again that you don't want to. Including, should you choose, your parents. It would be hard, but it is possible.

If you're seriously thinking about suicide read THIS. And if that doesn't do it, PM me and I'll give you an email address where we can talk.

How old are you?

This is a pretty heartbreaking thread, I have a friend From the ages of 11-18 when I went to university he stayed at my house every weekend. He was a bit vulnerable but now he is the happiest person I know he is married, has a kid and a good job and a pretty nice house. He is also safe in the knowledge nobody gave him a helping hand, everything he has he has himself to thank for. He is a MAN.

yeah, kid, i feel for u, my parents were like this also. when i was your age i went thorugh alot of hard times alone. i was into boxing also, but because my mom, dad, and the ***** my dad married after he ****ed off on my mom, all told me i was worthless, a loser, that i'd never be anything, etc, when i was boxing i had to keep it secret from my parents because they wouldn't have let me anyway, but also i never beleived in myself, i thought i was garbage. when one of my coaches, and another guy saw me train and fight, they said i had talent ( what i had was fast hands and good power, kind of like nigel benn ) and told me, but i never believed them until i got older and looking back i realized what i had. i'd always wanted to turn pro.
anyways kid, a few years later i was chasing another one of my ****** dreams and now i'm very successful as a writer - i've been published several times and my career is going extremely well. my dad was a writer and always looked down on what i was tring to do, but i've been able to do things that he couldn't do, in other words i'm very close to being more successful at it than he was. the point of this long boring speech, kid, is that, what your parents say about you doesn't mean ****. jens pulver is my favorite MMA fighter of all time because, his father always told him he was ****, and he became a great champion. in the middle of a beatdown, when he was defending his title ( 2001, on my birthday ) he looked across the octagon and saw the other guy, and said to himself, " i'm gonna ruin his day" and got up to win the last half of the fight. jens pulver is a real hero, not many people in the world could do something like that. kid, find somebody else to give u a ride to the boxing gym, u don't know what will happen in the rest of your life, u might be a great champion one day. if someone told my parents about the success i've had in my career, they would have just laughed and said it was bull****. you can go out and do anything u want in life, it doesn't matter what anyone says about u

[Jim_Davis]

i am sick and tired of my parents saying to me, "i cannot bring you to the boxing gym monday-thursday". today my mum said, "adam i am sick and tired of you with your boxing ****, just give it up".
i got really pissed/emotionaly broken at the same time, but i kept my cool. i am really getting sick of my parents, i come into the car from school and i was like, "mom guess what, i got a 90% on my lab today" and she blankly said, "okay, thats GREAT" in a sarcasim voice....

is it just me or do my family hate me?

my mom, dad, and sister make fun of me, call me names, tell me im going to be nothing when i grow up, parents hit me, they always forget about me like one time i came home from school late from extra help and everyone in the house was gone. i called up my mom and she said,"oh we thought you were at a track meet so we went out"....it was about 5pm at the time, i didnt have dinner that night, i just decided to eat some jello...


do you ever get that weird feeling inside of you, like its a sunken feeling, like theres no hope left? i have been getting this feeling everytime i talk to my parents for the past 4 years....

alot of things are starting to get me pissed off...i really think i dont have a family with my family....when i am forunate to go over my friends house's i see how there parents act to there kids and it is the total opposite of how my parents treat me...

did anyone ever have this experience with there parents because i think i have it bad, but i dont know...


i am really emotionally broken right now, i dont want to eat, i dont want to talk, i just want to ****ing box...

is there really any point for me to be living anymore i CANT take it!

does anyone know how i should talk to my parents because honestly i am kinda scared of them to speak to them...i really dont have anyone to talk to, except you guys and i really appreciate this...


sorry if this is in the wrong forum or thread or w/e i just needed to express how i felt right now.....sorry.

Stop being such a ****ing wimp. You whiney little *****. Just cos your mummy wont drop you off for boxing every night you break down and throw a little hissy fit. Man the **** up.

I'd love to be able to go back to boxing (used to do kickboxing) but I have a disease in my legs that prevents me from being able to train. So next time you feel like throwing a paris hilton how about you man the **** up and appreciate the fact you have legs and that you can walk (or jog) to the frikkin' bus stop.

Regards, Sayeed Makhim Azam. (Dont try facebook me either *****).

[yidish pugilist]

Stop being such a ****ing wimp. You whiney little *****. Just cos your mummy wont drop you off for boxing every night you break down and throw a little hissy fit. Man the **** up.

I'd love to be able to go back to boxing (used to do kickboxing) but I have a disease in my legs that prevents me from being able to train. So next time you feel like throwing a paris hilton how about you man the **** up and appreciate the fact you have legs and that you can walk (or jog) to the frikkin' bus stop.

Regards, Sayeed Makhim Azam. (Dont try facebook me either *****).

chill man. I'm sure he probably never complains in real life just lets it out here looking for some anonymous advice. calling him a ***** for it doesn't make you look tough.

[Kayo]

chill man. I'm sure he probably never complains in real life just lets it out here looking for some anonymous advice. calling him a ***** for it doesn't make you look tough.

exactly......Naz-Fan if anything what you just said just straight up made you look like an *******

[boxing4ever]

o man o man welcome to my ****ing world!

my dad is bi polar and refuses to take medication and my mom is a recoverd alcholic!

Me and my dad fight Physically and verbally almost every other day!
I get told **** like, Get out of my face you worthless piece of ****, If you werent in this world my life would be easier and better, why are you always trying to do something new? why dont you just sit down and relax instead of always trying to be better at things, I hope you know our medical insurance doesnt cover if you get ****ed up in boxing not to mention I dont give a **** if you do or not just aslong as it doesnt involve me! Why dont you be like all the other ****ing kids and play basketball or football? Why did you ahve to pick such a idiotic sport? Your not goona be anything but a homless drug addict! Sometimes I wish you would just disapear so I dont have to take care of you!

I also get ****ed with by my dad sometimes when hes having one of his moments. For example last night he was mad because the weather was bad and he wanted to go play cards with some of his buddys and his car got stuck and he had to come back, so anyway he walks by and says to me your nothing but bad luck your the reason i couldnt make it over there! I replied back and said its time for you to start taking some pills dad, he replied back and said I hope you ****ing die you piece of **** and I replied back and said screw you. So im walking into my room and he runs infront of me and gets in my face and shoves me so I choked him out and he started yelling and My mom had to get me off of him. About a half hour later he came back and tried to come be cool with me and asked me if any boxing fights are on and that we should watch them together!

just an example of the bull**** i have to go thro!

[GhostInMachines]

o man o man welcome to my ****ing world!

my dad is bi polar and refuses to take medication and my mom is a recoverd alcholic!

Me and my dad fight Physically and verbally almost every other day!
I get told **** like, Get out of my face you worthless piece of ****, If you werent in this world my life would be easier and better, why are you always trying to do something new? why dont you just sit down and relax instead of always trying to be better at things, I hope you know our medical insurance doesnt cover if you get ****ed up in boxing not to mention I dont give a **** if you do or not just aslong as it doesnt involve me! Why dont you be like all the other ****ing kids and play basketball or football? Why did you ahve to pick such a idiotic sport? Your not goona be anything but a homless drug addict! Sometimes I wish you would just disapear so I dont have to take care of you!

I also get ****ed with by my dad sometimes when hes having one of his moments. For example last night he was mad because the weather was bad and he wanted to go play cards with some of his buddys and his car got stuck and he had to come back, so anyway he walks by and says to me your nothing but bad luck your the reason i couldnt make it over there! I replied back and said its time for you to start taking some pills dad, he replied back and said I hope you ****ing die you piece of **** and I replied back and said screw you. So im walking into my room and he runs infront of me and gets in my face and shoves me so I choked him out and he started yelling and My mom had to get me off of him. About a half hour later he came back and tried to come be cool with me and asked me if any boxing fights are on and that we should watch them together!

just an example of the bull**** i have to go thro!

my story is similar with a twist i feel you

[NYCHeavyHitz]

exactly......Naz-Fan if anything what you just said just straight up made you look like an *******

Damn @ your sig. Not very lucky, eh? lol

[Kayo]

Damn @ your sig. Not very lucky, eh? lol

yeah....no more betting...

[Southpaw16]

Stop being such a ****ing wimp. You whiney little *****. Just cos your mummy wont drop you off for boxing every night you break down and throw a little hissy fit. Man the **** up.

I'd love to be able to go back to boxing (used to do kickboxing) but I have a disease in my legs that prevents me from being able to train. So next time you feel like throwing a paris hilton how about you man the **** up and appreciate the fact you have legs and that you can walk (or jog) to the frikkin' bus stop.

Regards, Sayeed Makhim Azam. (Dont try facebook me either *****).

His post was about a lot lot more than being dropped off at boxing. In fact at its core it didn't even really have anything to do with being dropped off at boxing.

So you think that you have it worse than him? Maybe you do, maybe you don't. Just because maybe there other people in the world who's problems are bigger than his, doesn't mean his or anyone else's problems are irrelevant. They are still important and he still has to deal with them.

[xSOUTHPAWx]

I have tendonitis in my ankle.. my knee.. and my knuckles...

I believe thats a disease.. and i still train...

i was obese.. thats considered a disease now.. that most people find impossible to break...

ibroke it... hard..

regardless.. dont belittle people..

southpaws will gang up on u and ****