many people have certain problems they need to overcome to advance in their pursuit of boxing, some dont like getting hit in sparring and need to get used to it, some have bad hand-eye coordination and need to improve it, some are fat and out of shape when they first start training. I am the same.
although ive been working out for afew years, up until 6 months ago i used to abuse pretty much every drug at the weekends, and although i know how ****** that was now, you cant change the past. the thing is there is one demon still from those days that i cant shake, and although I train as hard as anybody I know, I relent in the pain of training, and am dedicated in every way when it comes to boxing, I just cant stop getting stoned.
even though i push myself so hard, my muscles get tighter and tighter, i drop fat at will, and my technique is always increasing, my heart-lung fitness pretty much stays exactly the same. because no matter how hard i push myslef when i run, or skip, or spar - i always go back to smoking weed on the weekend.
its ridiculous iknow, and everybody at my gym just shakes their head when i tell them, but im seriously addicted psycholgically to weed. I thought i could handle it on my own but i cant, so ANY advice you guys can offer me is greatly appreciated, even if you glance this post and think youve got nothing to contribute just say whatevers on your mind, because i need to ****ing kick this **** as soon as pos. thanks
although ive been working out for afew years, up until 6 months ago i used to abuse pretty much every drug at the weekends, and although i know how ****** that was now, you cant change the past. the thing is there is one demon still from those days that i cant shake, and although I train as hard as anybody I know, I relent in the pain of training, and am dedicated in every way when it comes to boxing, I just cant stop getting stoned.
even though i push myself so hard, my muscles get tighter and tighter, i drop fat at will, and my technique is always increasing, my heart-lung fitness pretty much stays exactly the same. because no matter how hard i push myslef when i run, or skip, or spar - i always go back to smoking weed on the weekend.
its ridiculous iknow, and everybody at my gym just shakes their head when i tell them, but im seriously addicted psycholgically to weed. I thought i could handle it on my own but i cant, so ANY advice you guys can offer me is greatly appreciated, even if you glance this post and think youve got nothing to contribute just say whatevers on your mind, because i need to ****ing kick this **** as soon as pos. thanks
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