ok guys I havent ran since last Tuesday. problem is I used to be overweight since the age of 9 and now im finally back to a normal/good shape and I love it!
But i feel very very guilty when i skip a roadwork run. I also feel terrible after having something im not suppose to have like bad food such as cake,junk food,a pop. I dont have bad food often maybee once a week ill have a Pepsi and a slice of cake or ever 2 weeks. When the weekdays are here though from Monday till the weekend I have a almost perfect diet. I run 3-4 times a week, whenever I skip a run I feel terrible and fat(yes i know its weird). But today I came home late and I usually run at night and my mom refused to let me leave and run, not to mention I havent ran in 6 days due to this now I cant run till tomorrow which counts as a full week. anyway I just feel guilty and pist off right now. Can anyone relate to this feeling? BTW I weigh 158 and im 5"7 1/2 tall.


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