Help me Im ready 2 Kill an innocent bystander

[The Gully Gad]

Im so furious right now im just staying in my room cuz i dont want no human contact I wanna fight anybody just random people right now.
-august 23 was sopposed to be my first amateur fight ive been training scince january I trained my ass off didnt **** for 3 weeks didnt go out didnt drink just work gym sleep,then day of fight my trainer is late we take 3 hour drive to find out my fight was given to someone else even though my trainer called and said weel be late n they sayed its fine.
--september-12 yesterday I have a fight 2 hours away same thing w/ the training ,not drinkin,not busting,no doing **** but getting preped I get outa work urly wich was near impossible to do,I go to get my moms car its towed ,finnally get it back my trainer couldnt leave the gym yet cuz of some ****,he comes were rushing like crazy and stuck in crazy traffic ,we get near the place 2 hours away and I realise I dont have my passbook,@ this point its 2 late they wont give me a temp and im so mad @ myself I can barely drive someone beeps @ me and I stop traffic on the highway 2 get out and snap his neck ,he runs away my coach thinks im nuts but understands,All i wanna do is fight i would have rather lost a brutall loss w/ 2 shiners and a broken nose and I woulda had more pride than what I had to sleep w/ last night!Sorry 4 this long ass post but I gotta vent 2 people that understand the hard work and what a let down this is cuz my friends r like dont sweat it and i wanna kill them 2

Have a wank
Let out that frustration

[wooz]

White Trailer Trash.

[-MAKAVELLI-]

the sport of the sweet science and isnt always sweet nor scientific...**** happens...including an 'amateur' boxer getting his gig taken away

[rj_ct]

Im so furious right now im just staying in my room cuz i dont want no human contact I wanna fight anybody just random people right now.
-august 23 was sopposed to be my first amateur fight ive been training scince january I trained my ass off didnt **** for 3 weeks didnt go out didnt drink just work gym sleep,then day of fight my trainer is late we take 3 hour drive to find out my fight was given to someone else even though my trainer called and said weel be late n they sayed its fine.
--september-12 yesterday I have a fight 2 hours away same thing w/ the training ,not drinkin,not busting,no doing **** but getting preped I get outa work urly wich was near impossible to do,I go to get my moms car its towed ,finnally get it back my trainer couldnt leave the gym yet cuz of some ****,he comes were rushing like crazy and stuck in crazy traffic ,we get near the place 2 hours away and I realise I dont have my passbook,@ this point its 2 late they wont give me a temp and im so mad @ myself I can barely drive someone beeps @ me and I stop traffic on the highway 2 get out and snap his neck ,he runs away my coach thinks im nuts but understands,All i wanna do is fight i would have rather lost a brutall loss w/ 2 shiners and a broken nose and I woulda had more pride than what I had to sleep w/ last night!Sorry 4 this long ass post but I gotta vent 2 people that understand the hard work and what a let down this is cuz my friends r like dont sweat it and i wanna kill them 2

a big part of amateur boxing is NOT getting fights. you need to keep your head up, and keep showing up. the more you show your face, the better your chances of getting a fight. there has been 4 or 5 times i weighed in and didn't get a fight. plus all the other times fights got cancelled last minute. that's just how it goes, dude.

once you get a few fights in it's actually easier to get matched up. once you're in open class you shouldn't have any problems.

[Jose Rizal]

Im so furious right now im just staying in my room cuz i dont want no human contact I wanna fight anybody just random people right now.
-august 23 was sopposed to be my first amateur fight ive been training scince january I trained my ass off didnt **** for 3 weeks didnt go out didnt drink just work gym sleep,then day of fight my trainer is late we take 3 hour drive to find out my fight was given to someone else even though my trainer called and said weel be late n they sayed its fine.
--september-12 yesterday I have a fight 2 hours away same thing w/ the training ,not drinkin,not busting,no doing **** but getting preped I get outa work urly wich was near impossible to do,I go to get my moms car its towed ,finnally get it back my trainer couldnt leave the gym yet cuz of some ****,he comes were rushing like crazy and stuck in crazy traffic ,we get near the place 2 hours away and I realise I dont have my passbook,@ this point its 2 late they wont give me a temp and im so mad @ myself I can barely drive someone beeps @ me and I stop traffic on the highway 2 get out and snap his neck ,he runs away my coach thinks im nuts but understands,All i wanna do is fight i would have rather lost a brutall loss w/ 2 shiners and a broken nose and I woulda had more pride than what I had to sleep w/ last night!Sorry 4 this long ass post but I gotta vent 2 people that understand the hard work and what a let down this is cuz my friends r like dont sweat it and i wanna kill them 2

You don't deserve to be in the fight game with that kind of mentality and the attitude of a schoolyard bully. You need some major growing up to do.

[KnuckleUp]

Thanks for the last few posts wich were not just dumb remark but advice,I understand that now i got my head cool now and just came back from running my 5 miles ended with the last quarter mile running as fast as I can I realise alot worst **** happens and its part of the game my emotions just got all messed up there for a lil because of how much I was let down.Dont mean tosound like a raging idiot I really love this sport w/ all my heart n my only regret is that nobody put me up on boxing urlier in life.My next fight is in 2 weeks and im just gonna train like an animal again.

[The Gully Gad]

Thanks for the last few posts wich were not just dumb remark but advice,I understand that now i got my head cool now and just came back from running my 5 miles ended with the last quarter mile running as fast as I can I realise alot worst **** happens and its part of the game my emotions just got all messed up there for a lil because of how much I was let down.Dont mean tosound like a raging idiot I really love this sport w/ all my heart n my only regret is that nobody put me up on boxing urlier in life.My next fight is in 2 weeks and im just gonna train like an animal again.

You wanked didnt you?

hehehe

Nah good luck bro
Let us know how u got on...

[Jose Rizal]

Thanks for the last few posts wich were not just dumb remark but advice,I understand that now i got my head cool now and just came back from running my 5 miles ended with the last quarter mile running as fast as I can I realise alot worst **** happens and its part of the game my emotions just got all messed up there for a lil because of how much I was let down.Dont mean tosound like a raging idiot I really love this sport w/ all my heart n my only regret is that nobody put me up on boxing urlier in life.My next fight is in 2 weeks and im just gonna train like an animal again.

There you go... good luck!

[KnuckleUp]

You wanked didnt you?

hehehe

Nah good luck bro
Let us know how u got on...

LOL you got me

[-MAKAVELLI-]

Thanks for the last few posts wich were not just dumb remark but advice,I understand that now i got my head cool now and just came back from running my 5 miles ended with the last quarter mile running as fast as I can I realise alot worst **** happens and its part of the game my emotions just got all messed up there for a lil because of how much I was let down.Dont mean tosound like a raging idiot I really love this sport w/ all my heart n my only regret is that nobody put me up on boxing urlier in life.My next fight is in 2 weeks and im just gonna train like an animal again.

along with the basic fundamentals needed in the fight game, its just as important to master your composure....in the ring and out...good luck