Help me Im ready 2 Kill an innocent bystander

[KnuckleUp]

Im so furious right now im just staying in my room cuz i dont want no human contact I wanna fight anybody just random people right now.
-august 23 was sopposed to be my first amateur fight ive been training scince january I trained my ass off didnt **** for 3 weeks didnt go out didnt drink just work gym sleep,then day of fight my trainer is late we take 3 hour drive to find out my fight was given to someone else even though my trainer called and said weel be late n they sayed its fine.
--september-12 yesterday I have a fight 2 hours away same thing w/ the training ,not drinkin,not busting,no doing **** but getting preped I get outa work urly wich was near impossible to do,I go to get my moms car its towed ,finnally get it back my trainer couldnt leave the gym yet cuz of some ****,he comes were rushing like crazy and stuck in crazy traffic ,we get near the place 2 hours away and I realise I dont have my passbook,@ this point its 2 late they wont give me a temp and im so mad @ myself I can barely drive .All i wanna do is fight i would have rather lost a brutall loss w/ 2 shiners and a broken nose and I woulda had more pride than what I had to sleep w/ last night!Sorry 4 this long ass post but I gotta vent 2 people that understand the hard work and what a let down this is cuz my friends r like dont sweat it and i wanna kill them 2

[abadger]

Sounds like you should kill your trainer. Or possibly join a different gym.

[BlackHat]

that's life, **** happens..

[-Swizzy-]

my friends r like dont sweat it and i wanna kill them 2

. sorry to laugh but that last **** was funny as hell. my advice to you, just use that aggressive energy, channel it properly, and unleash it onto your next opponent. just make sure to ko him in the first round otherwise you might run out of steam very quickly. but I say you should just go for the first round ko cuz it will help alot.

[Ryn0]

Im so furious right now im just staying in my room cuz i dont want no human contact I wanna fight anybody just random people right now.
-august 23 was sopposed to be my first amateur fight ive been training scince january I trained my ass off didnt **** for 3 weeks didnt go out didnt drink just work gym sleep,then day of fight my trainer is late we take 3 hour drive to find out my fight was given to someone else even though my trainer called and said weel be late n they sayed its fine.
--september-12 yesterday I have a fight 2 hours away same thing w/ the training ,not drinkin,not busting,no doing **** but getting preped I get outa work urly wich was near impossible to do,I go to get my moms car its towed ,finnally get it back my trainer couldnt leave the gym yet cuz of some ****,he comes were rushing like crazy and stuck in crazy traffic ,we get near the place 2 hours away and I realise I dont have my passbook,@ this point its 2 late they wont give me a temp and im so mad @ myself I can barely drive someone beeps @ me and I stop traffic on the highway 2 get out and snap his neck ,he runs away my coach thinks im nuts but understands,All i wanna do is fight i would have rather lost a brutall loss w/ 2 shiners and a broken nose and I woulda had more pride than what I had to sleep w/ last night!Sorry 4 this long ass post but I gotta vent 2 people that understand the hard work and what a let down this is cuz my friends r like dont sweat it and i wanna kill them 2

Get stoned..... It's kind of an obvious solution

[HandSpeed303]

Im so furious right now im just staying in my room cuz i dont want no human contact I wanna fight anybody just random people right now.
-august 23 was sopposed to be my first amateur fight ive been training scince january I trained my ass off didnt **** for 3 weeks didnt go out didnt drink just work gym sleep,then day of fight my trainer is late we take 3 hour drive to find out my fight was given to someone else even though my trainer called and said weel be late n they sayed its fine.
--september-12 yesterday I have a fight 2 hours away same thing w/ the training ,not drinkin,not busting,no doing **** but getting preped I get outa work urly wich was near impossible to do,I go to get my moms car its towed ,finnally get it back my trainer couldnt leave the gym yet cuz of some ****,he comes were rushing like crazy and stuck in crazy traffic ,we get near the place 2 hours away and I realise I dont have my passbook,@ this point its 2 late they wont give me a temp and im so mad @ myself I can barely drive someone beeps @ me and I stop traffic on the highway 2 get out and snap his neck ,he runs away my coach thinks im nuts but understands,All i wanna do is fight i would have rather lost a brutall loss w/ 2 shiners and a broken nose and I woulda had more pride than what I had to sleep w/ last night!Sorry 4 this long ass post but I gotta vent 2 people that understand the hard work and what a let down this is cuz my friends r like dont sweat it and i wanna kill them 2

i respect you for you choosing to box as your craft, but alot of that sounds like your trainers, and you're fault(s).

really though, you should learn to control your anger, people get shot for jumping out of cars acting like they are going to hurt someone.

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Im so furious right now im just staying in my room cuz i dont want no human contact I wanna fight anybody just random people right now.
-august 23 was sopposed to be my first amateur fight ive been training scince january I trained my ass off didnt **** for 3 weeks didnt go out didnt drink just work gym sleep,then day of fight my trainer is late we take 3 hour drive to find out my fight was given to someone else even though my trainer called and said weel be late n they sayed its fine.
--september-12 yesterday I have a fight 2 hours away same thing w/ the training ,not drinkin,not busting,no doing **** but getting preped I get outa work urly wich was near impossible to do,I go to get my moms car its towed ,finnally get it back my trainer couldnt leave the gym yet cuz of some ****,he comes were rushing like crazy and stuck in crazy traffic ,we get near the place 2 hours away and I realise I dont have my passbook,@ this point its 2 late they wont give me a temp and im so mad @ myself I can barely drive someone beeps @ me and I stop traffic on the highway 2 get out and snap his neck ,he runs away my coach thinks im nuts but understands,All i wanna do is fight i would have rather lost a brutall loss w/ 2 shiners and a broken nose and I woulda had more pride than what I had to sleep w/ last night!Sorry 4 this long ass post but I gotta vent 2 people that understand the hard work and what a let down this is cuz my friends r like dont sweat it and i wanna kill them 2

U wanna fight me?

Caus you sound like you think you are the cheese.

Go suck a lolly, it's pricks like you that bring violence to our streets

[KnuckleUp]

I cant blame nobody but myself I know that but damn I cant immagine what the pros feel like when they trains 4 months for a fight then get cut or something and no fight this **** suck im just wondering if some of you been through the same **** and how u chanell that anger afterward im going on a 5 mile run right know and im just gonna train harder my next sopposed fight is sept 27 in 2 weeks ,i wouldnt be so tight if it was my second I just wanna see what its about how much harder I gotta train,How different is that pace from hard sparring I can read the forums all day but untill im in there im not happy

[KnuckleUp]

U wanna fight me?

Caus you sound like you think you are the cheese.

Go suck a lolly, it's pricks like you that bring violence to our streets

how bout I suck ur mommy , i dont think im the cheese but i can hold my own ,u sound like a ****in ***** ass nun (violence in our streets ) puss

[ztrac79]

i respect you for you choosing to box as your craft, but alot of that sounds like your trainers, and you're fault(s).

really though, you should learn to control your anger, people get shot for jumping out of cars acting like they are going to hurt someone.

You beat me to it. Getting out of your car in traffic, not a smart move. It's not worth getting killed because your frustrated. **** happens.