for years I live under people expectation, trying to please everyone and stroke my ego's because we as human nature craves good feelings.. like drugs (really addictive) well no more I dont give a **** anymore..
I can only take so much frustration and worrying and try to fix whats around til it finally clicked and not give it ****.. People started to respect me all the sudden, and more open to me.. but I try to not give in and not give a **** no more. I feel freedom, alive.. I kinda bumped this by mistake.. and I glad I did.. I shouldve found this out earlier..
I hear people say "don't worry what others think" but never took it ingrain of salt til now and it all made sense..
I guess I felt like I was a begger once trying to get peoples approval.. and people felt obligated to talk to me like a begger asking strangers for money.. we all walked off.. I was a leecher.
I don't know if this is relevant to the topic but the old saying history repeats itself. We see people getting into ****ty relationships over and over again. The easiest way to stop this pattern of effect is to let go of attachments, let go of worry and stress. **** everything else let the chips fall..
stop trying to chase happiness (People say if I only I have this one girl, or if only Im rich.).. it's all within.. our natural state is happiness we all have it..
life is one big illusion that we made up in our head.. it is a reflection of yourself.. change your attitudes of life around you and you will change yourself as a person
enjoy yourself and always remember…. stop give a ****
more on this topic i suggest you read this link and do more research..
http://www.pickthebrain.com/blog/why...ink-about-you/
Life is just a process, like a story, there is no final goal.. we will always continue to learn..
I can only take so much frustration and worrying and try to fix whats around til it finally clicked and not give it ****.. People started to respect me all the sudden, and more open to me.. but I try to not give in and not give a **** no more. I feel freedom, alive.. I kinda bumped this by mistake.. and I glad I did.. I shouldve found this out earlier..
I hear people say "don't worry what others think" but never took it ingrain of salt til now and it all made sense..
I guess I felt like I was a begger once trying to get peoples approval.. and people felt obligated to talk to me like a begger asking strangers for money.. we all walked off.. I was a leecher.
I don't know if this is relevant to the topic but the old saying history repeats itself. We see people getting into ****ty relationships over and over again. The easiest way to stop this pattern of effect is to let go of attachments, let go of worry and stress. **** everything else let the chips fall..
stop trying to chase happiness (People say if I only I have this one girl, or if only Im rich.).. it's all within.. our natural state is happiness we all have it..
life is one big illusion that we made up in our head.. it is a reflection of yourself.. change your attitudes of life around you and you will change yourself as a person
enjoy yourself and always remember…. stop give a ****
more on this topic i suggest you read this link and do more research..
http://www.pickthebrain.com/blog/why...ink-about-you/
Life is just a process, like a story, there is no final goal.. we will always continue to learn..
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