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Hello people, this is kind of a weird one, im trying to figure out why and what i can do about this...I am a black belt in tae kwon do and i have boxed for 4 - 5 yeas now...i know exactly what im doing where to stirke people for knock out, grapples, ect...i know what im doing when it comes to fighting...but when it comes to street fighting, i just totaly change, i dont know how to describe it, i get the fight or flight mode but i also get this kind of panic attack thing going on lol...which makes me just freeze and not do nothing andi cant breath properly etc....i dont know why, maybe it is due to me having a hard childhood of being bullied and a VERY short tempered dad...the thing is i also have a short temper but only with my family memebers, it shouldnt be like that and i dont want it to be like that, i want it to be the other way round, sort tempered with people who are not my family and are starting instead of having this kinda panic attack and a weird empty feeling which i canot feel the tinyest bit of anger because im so afraid / panicing....instead of become unbeliveably afraid...in the boxing ring or sparring i dont have this i can use my anger to work for me, and i dont have the panic attack thing...so WTF IS GOING ON IN MY HEAD??? any help please!?
