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My dude, you shouldln't be proud of that at all. I'm sure some where someone cares about you and your breaking their heart. You remind me of my kid brother. When he was around 3-4 yrs old I ended up following the wrong crowd and did a bid for something ******. I realized that it wasn't the life for me and so I decided to change and get my **** together. I didn't realize the mistake I made would influence him to try and be like his big brother. After my release I went and finished school and joined the military. Unfortunately the time away from home and the inability to see the damage my time away had on my kid brother only further distanced us and caused him to go looking for a family with a gang. It started with fighting in the streets and selling drugs but he got worse and worse and finally ended up doing some real time for attempting to do a kick door when he hit a prego chick with a hammer. My mother was crushed she couldn't believe that she had raised such a bad kid. I can't say that some of that burden isn't my own. Anyway what I mean to say is that your young enough to do something positive in your life. Don't hold on to that mistake as a mark of pride, treat it as a mark of shame like it should. I guess what I mean to say is don't look for the easy way out. It might be harder to work for what you want in life but in the end you'll have your freedom and even more importantly you'll have your pride.
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