i've never really been a "fortunate" person through out my life. it seems like problems and issues get stacked on me all of a sudden whether from mistakes that i've made or some cruel game god is playing. there have been times where i've day dreamed about faking my own death just so i can start all over in a different place with a new identity. Sometimes, everything in life seems to lose its meaning untill you meet a new person, a new girl, or you go somewhere new or experiences something new and different that changes your perception of life and meaning. Only problem is that you cant expect change to come be your savior, you have to create it.
i really dont know why i just typed that. it prolly has nothing to do with your post or feelings.
i really dont know why i just typed that. it prolly has nothing to do with your post or feelings.

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