It's been awhile
Since I couldn't
Hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could post
On my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could tell you
And all the things I can't remember
As ****ed up as it all may seem
The bannings that are rendered
I stretch myself beyond my means
And it's been awhile
Since I could say
That Im addicted
It's been awhile
Since I could say
I loved myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and
****ed things up
Just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that ****
Seems to disappear
When I'm with you
And everything I can remember
As ****ed up as it all may seem
The knowledge that I've rendered
Have gone and ****ed things up again
Why must THEY feel this way?
THEY make this go away
Just one more peaceful day
It's been awhile
Since I couldn't
Look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said, "I'm NOT sorry"
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way
The candles light your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember
Just the way you taste
And everything I can remember
As ****ed up
As it all may seem to be
I know it's NOT me
I can blame this on siablo snitchin
He did the best he could for himself
It's been awhile
Since I couldn't
Hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said, "I'm NOT sorry"
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