I haven't taken any mind enhancing substances for about 8 months now because my president has effectively halted probably 75% of all substance related activity in my country and I am so painfully sober.
I've been going through some rough times lately and nothing feels right. I was trying to meditate earlier and I had flashbacks of my times with Mushrooms, LSD, and DMT and I felt this wave of immeasurable longing for my older states of mind.
There is nothing more profound and more beautiful than to leave the confines and this cage of your ego and physical body. To no longer be an individual to longer be you and see that you're a part of this eternal whole and the eternal whole is you...
There are states where I've realized that pain, sorrow, regret and even death are all just amalgamations of this dreadful physical world.
I miss so much having all my boundaries be dissolved and just meld into everything that is.. in eternal peace, in eternal stillness and to see that time and change and perspective are all so intricately part of eternity and so similar that they might as well no even be considered separate.
May all those in power who hold us all back in the realms of conciousness and peace be damned forever. Humanity could be so much more than it is now if we weren't so heavily oppressed and controlled.
I've been going through some rough times lately and nothing feels right. I was trying to meditate earlier and I had flashbacks of my times with Mushrooms, LSD, and DMT and I felt this wave of immeasurable longing for my older states of mind.
There is nothing more profound and more beautiful than to leave the confines and this cage of your ego and physical body. To no longer be an individual to longer be you and see that you're a part of this eternal whole and the eternal whole is you...
There are states where I've realized that pain, sorrow, regret and even death are all just amalgamations of this dreadful physical world.
I miss so much having all my boundaries be dissolved and just meld into everything that is.. in eternal peace, in eternal stillness and to see that time and change and perspective are all so intricately part of eternity and so similar that they might as well no even be considered separate.
May all those in power who hold us all back in the realms of conciousness and peace be damned forever. Humanity could be so much more than it is now if we weren't so heavily oppressed and controlled.
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