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Old 06-17-2019, 04:59 PM #1
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I first joined this site in 2009. I can't remember the email associated with the account...

Anyways man, father's day yesterday really messed me up.

I haven't talked to my abusive dad in years.
I actually started boxing because of my abusive dad.

I finally tried to contact him after over a decade closer to 15 yrs of holding a grudge.

Turns out he died at 60 years old recently.

I never really got to learn the history on my father's side.

I remember 2010 like it was yesterday.

I can't stop time from flying by....

Has anyone else experienced this???

I truly broke down crying for the first time in many years.
Considering quiting my Full time job. Nothing has been doing it for me lately. I still love boxing. It's about the only thing I have left. Coaching has been one of my few passions. But my local gym closed years ago.

Has anyone experience time flying by & you just want it to stop.

I look back at my dead dogs & i still miss them.

I could Never hurt myself however at this point I do not want to live a long life.

Moral of the story, **** grudges.
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Old 06-18-2019, 03:49 PM #2
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Old 06-18-2019, 04:57 PM #4
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I first joined this site in 2009. I can't remember the email associated with the account...

Anyways man, father's day yesterday really messed me up.

I haven't talked to my abusive dad in years.
I actually started boxing because of my abusive dad.

I finally tried to contact him after over a decade closer to 15 yrs of holding a grudge.

Turns out he died at 60 years old recently.

I never really got to learn the history on my father's side.

I remember 2010 like it was yesterday.

I can't stop time from flying by....

Has anyone else experienced this???

I truly broke down crying for the first time in many years.
Considering quiting my Full time job. Nothing has been doing it for me lately. I still love boxing. It's about the only thing I have left. Coaching has been one of my few passions. But my local gym closed years ago.

Has anyone experience time flying by & you just want it to stop.

I look back at my dead dogs & i still miss them.

I could Never hurt myself however at this point I do not want to live a long life.

Moral of the story, **** grudges.
You should post more here. Itís a nice online community of people of all different nationalities and walks of life. Take care, man
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Old 06-18-2019, 05:16 PM #5
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Old 06-18-2019, 06:41 PM #6
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Originally Posted by Rhonda Drowsy View Post
I first joined this site in 2009. I can't remember the email associated with the account...

Anyways man, father's day yesterday really messed me up.

I haven't talked to my abusive dad in years.
I actually started boxing because of my abusive dad.

I finally tried to contact him after over a decade closer to 15 yrs of holding a grudge.

Turns out he died at 60 years old recently.

I never really got to learn the history on my father's side.

I remember 2010 like it was yesterday.

I can't stop time from flying by....

Has anyone else experienced this???

I truly broke down crying for the first time in many years.
Considering quiting my Full time job. Nothing has been doing it for me lately. I still love boxing. It's about the only thing I have left. Coaching has been one of my few passions. But my local gym closed years ago.

Has anyone experience time flying by & you just want it to stop.

I look back at my dead dogs & i still miss them.

I could Never hurt myself however at this point I do not want to live a long life.

Moral of the story, **** grudges.
Sorry to hear that man. Whenever I feel like that kind of way, I try to turn the shortness of life into a good thing, like, this may be the last day that I live, so I'm going to do as much as I can today, not tomorrow, not at some point in the future, but now... 'seize the day' kind of mentality. Easier said than done, of course, but once you get the ball rolling, it gets easier. Having said that, I am a huge hypocrite, I thought about tracking down my mum recently but then I just thought, 'Fuck it'. I feel for your situation dude. Bottom-line, talk to someone, it helps. People on here can empathise over the internet, and we don't even know you, so there is definitely someone you could reach out to IRL, and I think that would help. We're all human, we all bleed, but the worst pain sometimes is the stuff you can't see (sorry if that sounds corny)
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Old 06-18-2019, 07:22 PM #7
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People who suffer from depression often dwell a lot on the past. I had to learn how to let the past go in order to have a present and future worth living. Sorry to hear about your dad, but remember, he was abusive, and probably didn’t make much if any effort to have a relationship with you either. Focus on your life now, and pursue the things you enjoy most. Time does move fast. Think about how many summers you have left and how you want to spend them. Live the rest of your life in accordance with those values, the things that are most important to you. Keep the regrets to a minimum. In the end, no one is keeping score.
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Old 06-18-2019, 10:26 PM #8
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the older you get, the faster time seems to go. i remember being a dumb 18 year old kid like it was yesterday, but that was a long time ago. my own kids are older than 18. don't worry about the past, it doesn't matter how long it takes you make sense out of your own life, only that you do
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