So lately I've gotten hooked to coffee. I drink it almost nonstop sometimes going 2 days without sleeping , get maybe 3 hours of sleep and then go another 2 days and repeat.
It was exhausting at first but I couldn't stop drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes, and now I'm noticing an interesting change.
There's like this insomnical haze that has clouded over my entire perception. All anxiety has disappeared, i've become more non-reactive to things(in a good way) almost like a perpetual high, almost nothing bothers me.
I get these extreme feelings of nostalgia sometimes, recalling thought patterns and emotions that I thought long forgotten and it's like it's added another dimension to my intellect because I have more to draw from.
I've become more bold and fearless because of the loss of anxiety, i'm not worried about what people think, so I just behave and act like myself and the ironic thing is, people seem to like me more when i don't care if they like me lol
I've overall become more productive, more focused and I have a lot of extra time from not sleeping. I also workout more, my body seems to be recovering faster and faster with no noticeable physical decline.
I don't know if it's the caffeine or sleep deprivation, o maybe im just imagining it or something else but I feel like my entire life is steadily changing.
It was exhausting at first but I couldn't stop drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes, and now I'm noticing an interesting change.
There's like this insomnical haze that has clouded over my entire perception. All anxiety has disappeared, i've become more non-reactive to things(in a good way) almost like a perpetual high, almost nothing bothers me.
I get these extreme feelings of nostalgia sometimes, recalling thought patterns and emotions that I thought long forgotten and it's like it's added another dimension to my intellect because I have more to draw from.
I've become more bold and fearless because of the loss of anxiety, i'm not worried about what people think, so I just behave and act like myself and the ironic thing is, people seem to like me more when i don't care if they like me lol
I've overall become more productive, more focused and I have a lot of extra time from not sleeping. I also workout more, my body seems to be recovering faster and faster with no noticeable physical decline.
I don't know if it's the caffeine or sleep deprivation, o maybe im just imagining it or something else but I feel like my entire life is steadily changing.
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