Why don't I react well to WEED

[Robbie Barrett]

Originally Posted by i_am_a_champ

What strain are you smoking ?

Gelato 41 will give you euphoric high that will put you in a peaceful state without making you tired or sleepy. Try it out. It's sweet testing yoo

I smoke some Area41 last night. That high creeps up on you and makes you a whole lot creative but man I had the most peaceful sleep with it.

It relaxed me totally. THC levels are 25% or so and CBD levels are pretty high.

Good strain.

It's illegal here so it's whatever someone decided to grow in their bedroom.

[Robbie Barrett]

I remember when people used to smoke this ****, now you can't even find it.

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[i_am_a_champ]

Originally Posted by Robbie Barrett

It's illegal here so it's whatever someone decided to grow in their bedroom.

Get a better dealer then.

I'm in the UK too. My dealer gets all the flavors over.

[Citizen Koba]

Originally Posted by Robbie Barrett

I remember when people used to smoke this ****, now you can't even find it.

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That's all you could ever get was I was a kid, man, cept maybe go and find some Jamaicans in the Moss, kinda started changing in the early 90s as I recall.

Used to tan that ish, but started slipping and getting more withdrawn on it after I started doing more psychedics and and amphetamines... ended up fully psychosed and for years I wouldn't even touch weed of any type. Last 10 or 15 years I just had one mate left - best friend from childhood - I used to smoke with now and then when I'd go over to visit in Huddersfield but he died back in '18 (RIP Danny).

Missus K will have the odd pipe now and then, and I just occassionally get tempted but then I'm thinking what's the point? I spend more than enough time sitting on my ass already...

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[i_am_a_champ]

Originally Posted by Citizen Koba

That's all you could ever get was I was a kid, man, cept maybe go and find some Jamaicans in the Moss, kinda started changing in the early 90s as I recall.

Used to tan that ish, but started slipping and getting more withdrawn on it after I started doing more psychedics and and amphetamines... ended up fully psychosed and for years I wouldn't even touch weed of any type. Last 10 or 15 years I just had one mate left - best friend from childhood - I used to smoke with now and then when I'd go over to visit in Huddersfield but he died back in '18 (RIP Danny).

Missus K will have the odd pipe now and then, and I just occassionally get tempted but then I'm thinking what's the point? I spend more than enough time sitting on my ass already...

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What pyschadelics did u do what happens?

[Mushroom]

Get yourself some nice balanced weed. I’m not a big smoker I’ll buy an 8th for the summer.

I smoke fully organic cannatonic. 5-6% THC 5-6% CBD.

I mix it with a pinch of CBD hemp.

Nice mellow background buzz

[Citizen Koba]

Originally Posted by i_am_a_champ

What pyschadelics did u do what happens?

Acid and Mushrooms - liberty caps - mainly. Literally every week give or take for two or three years. MDMA too in large quantities, which kinda is a kinda crossover between psychedlic and stimulant in some ways.

How do you mean what happens? Do you mean what are the immediate effects whilst you're on 'em or what are the long term effects on your psychology and mental health? If I had to pinpoint anything it was probably the Phet that had the most obvious damaging effect, but I'm guessing the entire cocktail and lifestyle of basically being in an altered state for so long just gonna have consequences.

[i_am_a_champ]

Originally Posted by Citizen Koba

Acid and Mushrooms - liberty caps - mainly. Literally every week give or take for two or three years. MDMA too in large quantities, which kinda is a kinda crossover between psychedlic and stimulant in some ways.

How do you mean what happens? Do you mean what are the immediate effects whilst you're on 'em or what are the long term effects on your psychology and mental health? If I had to pinpoint anything it was probably the Phet that had the most obvious damaging effect, but I'm guessing the entire cocktail and lifestyle of basically being in an altered state for so long just gonna have consequences.

Sorry I'm on my fone.

I mean what happened with your pyshcosis?

[SouthPawHitman]

Stay away from the marijuanas

[Citizen Koba]

Originally Posted by i_am_a_champ

Sorry I'm on my fone.

I mean what happened with your pyshcosis?

Ummm. I think I kinda got over it by suppressing it with Opiates for like... 15 years. Heroin kinda flattens everything out. When I finally cleaned myself up it seemed to have gone. Least I hope so, I've felt pretty stable the last few years anyway...

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I can describe the experience of psychosis in excruciating detail if you'd like, man, the memories of it are amongst the most vivid and terrifying in my life and to this day I can't actually disprove the delusions I had. In the end I just kinda made a decision to opt for concensus reality cos... well it was easier.

Left me real messed up the first year or so though... I literally had to rebuild an approximation of the person I'd been by watching people very closely to see what kinda reactions they were having to what I did and said, see whether I was behaving as they expected me to. Kinda a bit like playing detective to find out who I'd been before I went nuts. You ever read Pirsig's Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintainance? That'd give you some idea of what it's like to have a complete break, though obviously Pirsigs was far more absolute (total personality annihilation via ECT)... In my case I remembered everything I'd just become severely disassociated.