Illness and helplessness in a fight flash backs

[Billly]

EPIDERMOLYSIS BULLOSA

Guys that is the name of the disease google it and look at some photos which illustrate in detail what I suffer from some sympathy would be much appreciated I dont mind pity either. However please note this condition does not affect my penis or rectum.

Furthermore please avoid making jokes or at least avoid typing them and posting them it will bring back bad memories from school and then I will start to fantasise about murdering you and your family.

[Lomasexual]

However please note this condition does not affect my penis or rectum.

You best believe I'm gonna tear it up like it was tissue paper.

[Billly]

Yea I'd doubledown on what BDS said.

Its easy to reflect on bad moments in our lives until we make them even bigger than they were at the time. I think we can all be prone to that at times. And it can be hard to steer away to more positive things in our lives, but thats what I'd encourage you to do. This sounds like its just some dumb f#cking thing that went down with you & this immature kid in your youth. Let it go. Forget about it. It'll do you no good & it sounds like it hasn't if it gots you even thinking on re-visiting this guy. Focus on the good things you've accomplished & more importantly are capable of today.

A+ troll thread.

Your comment makes allot of sense their were other people at the school who also ran and ducked fights and there excuses compared to my medical reasons were pretty lame. I will try and move on but males have this stupid thing called ego it ****s you over sometimes.

[PsychoPat]

FINALLY A NEW GOOD POSTER?q?!! pic or the story is ruined..

Are u white or black? Do you want some skin? Whats your favourite boxing stance? Are you still on your regular account? Can I offer skin? Bleach? Moustache?

Hahahaha "do you want some skin"

[maracho]

erm well i wouldnt do anything to the guy who did it, at the end of the day kids are jerks at school and if he thought about what he did now, he'd probably be ashamed. As far as im concerned you shouldnt be ashamed either, why be ashamed about something you have no control over? theres no point excessively reflecting on the past. erase the memory and move forward....

Yea I'd doubledown on what BDS said.

Its easy to reflect on bad moments in our lives until we make them even bigger than they were at the time. I think we can all be prone to that at times. And it can be hard to steer away to more positive things in our lives, but thats what I'd encourage you to do. This sounds like its just some dumb f#cking thing that went down with you & this immature kid in your youth. Let it go. Forget about it. It'll do you no good & it sounds like it hasn't if it gots you even thinking on re-visiting this guy. Focus on the good things you've accomplished & more importantly are capable of today.

A+ troll thread.

Great posts!

and to the OP, you can pretty much be assured that the bully is either still a miserable fool or has paid his dues and very very sorry for the damage hes done. Heck hed likely even want to be your bud and beg your forgiveness

Edit: if the op starts talking about his privates he may likely not get the bud part

[GrandmasterWang]

Finally a decent post I did not say I would do anything to be clear just I have thoughts of hurting him or his family I am not one to act on thoughts however the shame of running like a coward still haunts me. Its easy to say get over it but you probably never been punked or bullied before.

You aren't mad at him really or you would have let it go by now.

You are mad at yourself for running like a ***** and that's why it still bothers you.

You still got your skin damaged when he grabbed you. I bet if you could go back in time you would have stood your ground or you wish you could.

By running, you revealed weakness in yourself which you are struggling to deal with. If you hypothetically murdered or beat the crap out of him now it wouldn't actually make you feel better for longer than a day.

[Zaroku]

Finally a decent post I did not say I would do anything to be clear just I have thoughts of hurting him or his family I am not one to act on thoughts however the shame of running like a coward still haunts me. Its easy to say get over it but you probably never been punked or bullied before.

Let it go. Let’s say you paid someone to hurt him. You’d feel like crap. Focus on your life, and your health. If he remembers you at all, I’m sure he’s embarrassed.

Just let it go, and live the best life you can. Marry your man, and forget about the past.

[TonyGe]

Hi everyone I am new to this forum although I have been on this time for years I decided to make an account. I suffer from Epidermolysis Bullosa a severe skin condition I inherited at birth you can google it its pretty bad. Basically 14 years ago I was in high school and was targeted by some boy in my class who wanted to fight me knowing full well my skin is as fragile as wet paper and bleeds with just minor friction or trauma.

One day he saw me at lunch and ran after me I saw him and started running away I did not think I just ran he caught up with me and grabbed my arm and I needed bandages on that arm because my skin was broken as he grabbed it so hard he then let me go because he knew I would not fight back.

I for some reason randomly started thinking about that day I cant seem to get over it I feel even 14 years I should go to his house and stab him or his mother of father. I feel like a coward.

For the record if I did decide to hit him I would of probably went to hospital later as my skin is fragile I am nearly in my thirties now and I still remember that day maybe its shame or maybe frustration at my disability I just wish I was able to put up a fight without ending up in hospital or dead.

Sounds like you did the right thing 14 years ago but now your regretting it. Don't. You used common sense and did what anybody with a functioning brain would have done.

[PsychoPat]

Well that's my good deed for the day done raising awareness of this poor souls condition. Although he hasnt been seen since 2017 on here. Hope he still exists and is well.

[Gideon lock]

FINALLY A NEW GOOD POSTER?q?!! pic or the story is ruined..

Are u white or black? Do you want some skin? Whats your favourite boxing stance? Are you still on your regular account? Can I offer skin? Bleach? Moustache?

lol wtf bro. Wonder if the guy walked over a drain and disintegrated down it.