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Originally posted by DARKSEID View PostYou won't experience ego death by microdosing, guaranteed. Microdosing is like the difference between taking a sip of beer and downing a glass of absinthe.
I surefire hit ego death on my first go lol.. I ate 50 grams fresh, which is about 5 grams dry, waited an hour and I only felt lightheaded.. I was like is this it... what a hype job, so I ate all the mushrooms I had, which was like 100 grams total fresh, or 10 grams dry, which I found out later is an absolutely insane doseage lol and that was my first trip.
Half an hour later I rocket exploded off into pure euphoria with a million different colors and images rushing into my brain, my whole life flashed before my eyes in an instant, and I was propelled into a state of pure awe and joy.... this lasted a while and then I began slipping out of conscious reality... I became a random atom in an endless sea of identical atoms inside an infinite machine.
I was just an indiscernible piece in an eternal puzzle. There was no "me" there was no "other". I had no identity, I was not separate from anything else. Everything was everything and I had no beginning and I had no end, there was no "I".
I watched all the pieces moving together inside this cosmic dance, and I realize that every single piece was the same, they were interchangeable. I realized that every single piece was everything and nothing at once. Inside every piece, contained everything that there was.. just like a single strand of DNA contains your entire genetic code.
And then that's when it got scary, because I became lost. Everything was an abyss. I became frightened because I was aimlessly wandering inside an eternal abyss, not knowing how I got there or where or what "there" was. I was dead. I was nothing. But I was still conscious.
And then I became reborn.... I felt a spark inside the abyss... It was love. I realized... love is what gives meaning to the nothingness, and so I rebuilt myself from this love. It was like a seed that I nurtured to regain my grasp on reality.
I rebuilt myself, using love as the foundation. I rebuilt my identity.
I realize that 'micro-dosing' won't give me the universe shattering experience that you described but my strategy is to ease into it, before taking the plunge into the deep end.
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Originally posted by BostonGuy View PostWow, that sounds like quite a life altering experience - scary, profound, enlightening.
I realize that 'micro-dosing' won't give me the universe shattering experience that you described but my strategy is to ease into it, before taking the plunge into the deep end.
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