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  • Originally posted by Beercules View Post

    Good man. Any names?

    Do you have any of your crazy ass pets


    jesus man. Be careful. A girl I was seeing, her brother died from an OD. Never knew he used or anything. When you were dead, did you see anything ? If you don't want to tell me here you can PM.


    Lmao, tell me you didn't rip your dick off
    Dick is still there, still works. I don't really know how to explain what happened, it wasn't like how people describe it, it wasn't like a series of flashbacks, it wasn't like a bright light. It was like vibrations man, i don't really know how to conceptualize it, there was like a sense to follow it sort of, it was almost like how id describe like a tide, there was like a sense of order to the whole feeling. It was weird, i was out for a few minutes, they almost didn't bring me back, I was that far gone but my ex was like so hysterical and **** and I was still like warm so they did the paddles and I did come back, but I had like swallowed a bunch of my own vomit and I was like black. It was really bad, I had done about a half gram of fentanyl, they told me that if my heroin tolerance wasn't REALLY REALLY high, i would of and should have died. So me being such a terrible addict (I was shooting up about like $200-300 a day at that point) in a round about way sort of saved my life, but it took like 10 narcan shots and the paddles to bring me back. There was a lot of purple and orange colors in my death experience too, like bright orange and purple colors that you would like imagine in a desert. It was very Native American Apache.

    I have Spina with me. My spider and most of my other pets are with my sons, I wanted them to keep them as sort of a way for me to be with them while I'm not actually with them, they take good care of them and my girl helps them do it. I make sure they do it when I call em every day too haha its part of their chores.

    Last edited by Rudyo; 07-20-2021, 09:25 PM.

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    • Originally posted by Rudyo View Post

      Dick is still there, still works. I don't really know how to explain what happened, it wasn't like how people describe it, it wasn't like a series of flashbacks, it wasn't like a bright light. It was like vibrations man, i don't really know how to conceptualize it, there was like a sense to follow it sort of, it was almost like how id describe like a tide, there was like a sense of order to the whole feeling. It was weird, i was out for a few minutes, they almost didn't bring me back, I was that far gone but my ex was like so hysterical and **** and I was still like warm so they did the paddles and I did come back, but I had like swallowed a bunch of my own vomit and I was like black. It was really bad, I had done about a half gram of fentanyl, they told me that if my heroin tolerance wasn't REALLY REALLY high, i would of and should have died. So me being such a terrible addict (I was shooting up about like $200-300 a day at that point) in a round about way sort of saved my life, but it took like 10 narcan shots and the paddles to bring me back. There was a lot of purple and orange colors in my death experience too, like bright orange and purple colors that you would like imagine in a desert. It was very Native American Apache.

      I have Spina with me. My spider and most of my other pets are with my sons, I wanted them to keep them as sort of a way for me to be with them while I'm not actually with them, they take good care of them and my girl helps them do it. I make sure they do it when I call em every day too haha its part of their chores.
      Man that's ****ing wild. I'm glad you're here and healthy now. Shot sounds scary TBH. like your body turned black? Scary ****.



      Just try to keep your mind occupied and if you have that urge talk to someone, even my dumbass. But you're a smart dude so you know what to do.

      Are you watching this game? I'm holding my breath about the Suns.


      Of course Booker is playing like shot but he can get hot any moment.

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      • Originally posted by Beercules View Post

        Man that's ****ing wild. I'm glad you're here and healthy now. Shot sounds scary TBH. like your body turned black? Scary ****.



        Just try to keep your mind occupied and if you have that urge talk to someone, even my dumbass. But you're a smart dude so you know what to do.

        Are you watching this game? I'm holding my breath about the Suns.


        Of course Booker is playing like shot but he can get hot any moment.
        I'm like half paying attention, im doing a million things at the moment and talking to my dumbass sponsor who is like in the middle of a relapse LMAO.

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        • Originally posted by Rudyo View Post
          I have Spina with me. My spider and most of my other pets are with my sons, I wanted them to keep them as sort of a way for me to be with them while I'm not actually with them, they take good care of them and my girl helps them do it. I make sure they do it when I call em every day too haha its part of their chores.

          My EX helps them do it lmao, not my girl. God damn, I still call her my girl like 2 years later now. Haha.

          Damn, so all the stuff at the other forum is like lost? Or is there like an archive of it somewhere?
          Last edited by Rudyo; 07-20-2021, 09:56 PM.

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          • Originally posted by Rudyo View Post


            My EX helps them do it lmao, not my girl. God damn, I still call her my girl like 2 years later now. Haha.

            Damn, so all the stuff at the other forum is like lost? Or is there like an archive of it somewhere?
            Ahh man don't think that way. You got a new one and its kind of a fresh start for you dude.


            Wtf do spiders eat? I know insects and stuff but like pet spiders, you buy grasshoppers or some **** ?

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            • They are playing better with CP off the floor.

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              • Originally posted by Beercules View Post

                Ahh man don't think that way. You got a new one and its kind of a fresh start for you dude.


                Wtf do spiders eat? I know insects and stuff but like pet spiders, you buy grasshoppers or some **** ?
                Oh no it wasn't like that, we were toxic AF at the end, I love TF out of her cause we got kids and cause she was there for me when I was at my lowest and we hit bottom together so we will ALWAYS have a really special place in each other's heart but we know we can't be together, at least not anytime soon. She understands where I'm at, and as long as I provide by sending $$$ and seeing my kids when I can, and how I can she won't do anything bogus and like get me arrested or anything. We are at the best spot we have been in RN as we have been since we broke up, she knows im doing my best all things considered and with my sobriety in mind. She's got a BF anyways haha. I feel very special though, because he's dog**** ugly compared to me, he's the safe option following me, the bad boy lmaoooo

                They buy her like crickets, and like mealworms and stuff, they aren't supposed to but I know there little bitchasses sometimes buy them little baby rats to feed her sometimes to like show their friends, its not good for her but it's not the worst. She's starting to get old though , ol girl probably doesn't got that many years left in her.. Probably still has a few left though. They've gotten rid of a few of my pets, but they still got my turtles, and the spider and the larger expensive fish. So i'm not too mad.
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                • Originally posted by Rudyo View Post

                  Oh no it wasn't like that, we were toxic AF at the end, I love TF out of her cause we got kids and cause she was there for me when I was at my lowest and we hit bottom together so we will ALWAYS have a really special place in each other's heart but we know we can't be together, at least not anytime soon. She understands where I'm at, and as long as I provide by sending $$$ and seeing my kids when I can, and how I can she won't do anything bogus and like get me arrested or anything. We are at the best spot we have been in RN as we have been since we broke up, she knows im doing my best all things considered and with my sobriety in mind. She's got a BF anyways haha. I feel very special though, because he's dog**** ugly compared to me, he's the safe option following me, the bad boy lmaoooo

                  They buy her like crickets, and like mealworms and stuff, they aren't supposed to but I know there little bitchasses sometimes buy them little baby rats to feed her sometimes to like show their friends, its not good for her but it's not the worst. She's starting to get old though , ol girl probably doesn't got that many years left in her.. Probably still has a few left though. They've gotten rid of a few of my pets, but they still got my turtles, and the spider and the larger expensive fish. So i'm not too mad.
                  I feel you exactly. Remember that Chinese chick who I was butt hurt over for months?

                  Saw her new bf. Dudes a 1b version of me so that made me feel good also


                  How many years left LOL I dont like seeing **** like that usually but I'm interested. She van eat the whole thing ?

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                  • Originally posted by Beercules View Post

                    I feel you exactly. Remember that Chinese chick who I was butt hurt over for months?

                    Saw her new bf. Dudes a 1b version of me so that made me feel good also


                    How many years left LOL I dont like seeing **** like that usually but I'm interested. She van eat the whole thing ?
                    Probably like 2-4. Granted, she is 12 now. They CAN live to be like 20+, but a lot of them don't. So I could be wrong and she could be with us for another decade but you never know.

                    Yes, she doesn't like EAT them per se, they don't swallow them, they like suck them up, kinda like uhhhhh a capri sun and then they leave a husk. But yeah she'll chomp right into what they call a pinkie mouse.

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                    • Chris Paul you ******

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