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Alright new love life BS. This has nothing to do with the X or math girl.
Last year i was an RA at my school, one of the chicks on my staff and I were buds no big thing.
This year she is good friends with one of my pledges who is a good firend of mine. she starts to like me. we fool around last night, I just fingered her thats it (though i will say to my credit she got off about 12 or 13 times HARD I'm not bragging but i was amazed she was the easiest off I've ever seen. she was on the phone when i started messin with her and she got off twice before she got off the phone!)
anyway she isn't the type to date. today she is all like she would def date me if it would make me more comfy with things. I told her no i don't want to take her out of her comfort zone.
anyway today i was thinking about it, yes i had a erection while iwas playin with her and stuff but i feel no real spark at all between us. I can totaly chill with her but i don;t feel any sexual or emotion spark. I don't know exactly what to do. I mean sure i could get into it but i dunno if i wanna risk the friendship.
It also seems to me that she is liking me for the wrong reasons, when you hear comments like "WOW how do you do that so good? i can't even get myself off like that." and then the next day her total willingness to abandon her beliefs on relationships to make me more "at home".
I dunno what to do.
Last year i was an RA at my school, one of the chicks on my staff and I were buds no big thing.
This year she is good friends with one of my pledges who is a good firend of mine. she starts to like me. we fool around last night, I just fingered her thats it (though i will say to my credit she got off about 12 or 13 times HARD I'm not bragging but i was amazed she was the easiest off I've ever seen. she was on the phone when i started messin with her and she got off twice before she got off the phone!)
anyway she isn't the type to date. today she is all like she would def date me if it would make me more comfy with things. I told her no i don't want to take her out of her comfort zone.
anyway today i was thinking about it, yes i had a erection while iwas playin with her and stuff but i feel no real spark at all between us. I can totaly chill with her but i don;t feel any sexual or emotion spark. I don't know exactly what to do. I mean sure i could get into it but i dunno if i wanna risk the friendship.
It also seems to me that she is liking me for the wrong reasons, when you hear comments like "WOW how do you do that so good? i can't even get myself off like that." and then the next day her total willingness to abandon her beliefs on relationships to make me more "at home".
I dunno what to do.
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