I went into the gym a little pissed and confused and ashamed of my performance well lack of the day before
well today i pushed myself and worked out
some of the guys were sparring today
both of the guys i sparred with sparred with some guy from another gym for a few rounds
then my trainer sparred with the guy
and when he was done i called him out(my trainer and asked for a few roudns with him)
i got in and banged with my trainer
i jab i moved i sliped i hooked i threw crosses i threw combinations i threw body shots
my trainer banged on me
he caught with a shot straight to the nose that dazed me and almost stop the fight but i put my mouth piece back in and continued to fight
and banged somemore
thatw as the first time i was ever hurt in the ring
the first time i felt a punch that dazed me
but it was the first time i did what i was trained
it was the first time i didnt think i just did what i was supposed to do
i knew all of long that my problems in sparrign werent because of my ability but because of experience and mental holdbacks
and i steped up where noone else in my gym would ever do or think of
i banged with the guy who trains us all in my gym
and i felt i finally got the respect i felt i should have had in the first place
but i held myself back from not having a killer instinct
or jsut not feeling like i could be hurt by stable mates
so i never felt i had to really do much or wanted to do much
but i had to fight my trainer i called him out and i put my back against the wall
i feel if i have this feeling everytiem i step into the ring
i can be champ
its time for me to put friendship aside and leave mercy in the corner and bang these muh ****ers out
friend foe or stable mate
well today i pushed myself and worked out
some of the guys were sparring today
both of the guys i sparred with sparred with some guy from another gym for a few rounds
then my trainer sparred with the guy
and when he was done i called him out(my trainer and asked for a few roudns with him)
i got in and banged with my trainer
i jab i moved i sliped i hooked i threw crosses i threw combinations i threw body shots
my trainer banged on me
he caught with a shot straight to the nose that dazed me and almost stop the fight but i put my mouth piece back in and continued to fight
and banged somemore
thatw as the first time i was ever hurt in the ring
the first time i felt a punch that dazed me
but it was the first time i did what i was trained
it was the first time i didnt think i just did what i was supposed to do
i knew all of long that my problems in sparrign werent because of my ability but because of experience and mental holdbacks
and i steped up where noone else in my gym would ever do or think of
i banged with the guy who trains us all in my gym
and i felt i finally got the respect i felt i should have had in the first place
but i held myself back from not having a killer instinct
or jsut not feeling like i could be hurt by stable mates
so i never felt i had to really do much or wanted to do much
but i had to fight my trainer i called him out and i put my back against the wall
i feel if i have this feeling everytiem i step into the ring
i can be champ
its time for me to put friendship aside and leave mercy in the corner and bang these muh ****ers out
friend foe or stable mate
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