I feel like blowing my brains out.
Me and my girl were together for a year and a half and we've been crazy about each other since we met, and its been growing stronger ever since. I was going to marry her.
But ever since I got this new job things started to change. My boss demands a lot of my time and she doesn't like that. Every time I have to stay late she thinks i'm cheating on her because her dad did it to her mom. The fights started getting worse and I started to put more time into work and less on her because it in't as stressful as she is, ironically.
So I guess she tried to make me jealous by going on a date with this guy(my friend saw them at a restaurant) and I got furious... i couldnt control myself and just wanted revenge so I slept with a coworker, and made sure she found out about it.
Later, I spoke to the guy and it turns out they didnt really do anything.. he tried but she didnt let him.. when she found out what I did she disappeared for a week, and when she came back she really did cheat on me.
Now we both hate each other and we cant even stand to be in the same room... life feels like a big joke right now.. All i wanted was her, and i know she feels the same.
the more she hurts me the more i hurt her and so on.. Its just like an avalanche that wont stop and it keeps getting bigger
Me and my girl were together for a year and a half and we've been crazy about each other since we met, and its been growing stronger ever since. I was going to marry her.
But ever since I got this new job things started to change. My boss demands a lot of my time and she doesn't like that. Every time I have to stay late she thinks i'm cheating on her because her dad did it to her mom. The fights started getting worse and I started to put more time into work and less on her because it in't as stressful as she is, ironically.
So I guess she tried to make me jealous by going on a date with this guy(my friend saw them at a restaurant) and I got furious... i couldnt control myself and just wanted revenge so I slept with a coworker, and made sure she found out about it.
Later, I spoke to the guy and it turns out they didnt really do anything.. he tried but she didnt let him.. when she found out what I did she disappeared for a week, and when she came back she really did cheat on me.
Now we both hate each other and we cant even stand to be in the same room... life feels like a big joke right now.. All i wanted was her, and i know she feels the same.
the more she hurts me the more i hurt her and so on.. Its just like an avalanche that wont stop and it keeps getting bigger
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