Am I wasting my money at current gym??

[BarbellsnBoxing]

Definitely sounds like you have your answer already. A good boxing gym will start you on just shadow boxing and footwork for the first month or so. However you will need basic equipment to train with. $80.00/month is a rip off.

[Passion4boxing]

My opinion exactly. I feel you should feel more confident and fulfilled not feeling as though you are empty and confused. May have a lead, a woman I work with her sons friend is a boxer in Detroit he actually fights and she told him my problem he said they will work with me one on one and teach me the footwork and all the basics. It sounds exactly like the environment I am seeking.