I've known a couple of people who committed suicide.
Someone I went to high school with named John, a year older than myself, took his own life.
When he was 18 he had everything going for him: graduated with top grades, won a scholarship to university, had been senior high school chess champion, and had a beautiful girlfriend. Both his divorced parents owned property and he was an only son.
Then he was in a fire that summer, and suffered severe scarring. He came out of it looking like a freak. Even after plastic surgery, people would stare at him, he looked like something out of a horror movie.
So he decided to commit suicide at about age 20. But his family stopped him, and he was in and out of a psych ward for the next couple of years. Finally, about two years ago at the age of 24, he rented a car and used it to carbon monoxide himself to death.
I talked to him several times during his miserable years as a severely scarred burn victim. He lost his girlfriend after a while. He went to university about a year after the fire, but couldn't concentrate well enough to keep up with the work. His life was ruined - he was unhappy, but not really depressed. He just didn't want to go through life as a damaged person. But they made John's life even more miserable by putting him in the psych ward over and over again, just because he had made the decision to end his life.
Someone I went to high school with named John, a year older than myself, took his own life.
When he was 18 he had everything going for him: graduated with top grades, won a scholarship to university, had been senior high school chess champion, and had a beautiful girlfriend. Both his divorced parents owned property and he was an only son.
Then he was in a fire that summer, and suffered severe scarring. He came out of it looking like a freak. Even after plastic surgery, people would stare at him, he looked like something out of a horror movie.
So he decided to commit suicide at about age 20. But his family stopped him, and he was in and out of a psych ward for the next couple of years. Finally, about two years ago at the age of 24, he rented a car and used it to carbon monoxide himself to death.
I talked to him several times during his miserable years as a severely scarred burn victim. He lost his girlfriend after a while. He went to university about a year after the fire, but couldn't concentrate well enough to keep up with the work. His life was ruined - he was unhappy, but not really depressed. He just didn't want to go through life as a damaged person. But they made John's life even more miserable by putting him in the psych ward over and over again, just because he had made the decision to end his life.
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