I've never been a loser at any point of my life, let alone to girls, i've been dominating the game for 20 years straight without a loss. but now i feel completely sad. My girlfriend was tagged on some pictures on facebook with her friends from a party and almost all of the pictures of the entire night she was beside this one guy, they didn't looked extremely sweet but there is this holding on the shoulders kinda thing and every picture they are both like pulling their faces close together.. she told me he was her childhood friend and there's nothing really between them. maybe shes telling the truth. or maybe i was just overreacting and so insecure because the other guy is also good looking(not better than me though). or maybe it was really something else.
I know its a bit immature for me to feel bad that way, but I've always consider myself as the A side of the relationship, which means I get to call the shots and control everything. But recently my gf has been winning various pageants and has been showing off on a lot of fashion shows, her popularity has grown big in the city lately and I feel like I can't control her anymore and my relevance in her life has lessen. I dont seem to influence her anymore the way I used to. She sometimes gives me this "I dont give a **** attitude". Eventhough Im still on top of the social ladder its hard to compete with her anymore.
Thank you guys for making me happy at this one sad day of my life, i wrote this because i dont get too many sad days at all and this one is even quite shallow. threads like "You know **** got real, that **** ain't right and yo mama still got me rolling"
For the last two years I have also devoted my life to the underground pick up community. I suggest you guys read the book "the game
" and "rules of the game
" by Neil Strauss. it teaches you the ultimate method on how to pick up girls at any day of the week, easier than you can imagine.
from an average frustrated chump to a superstar. thats how it'll change your life.. from a masterbater to a sex God. its funny how I wanna be a great boyfriend but at the same time be a master pick up artist. but it is what it is. tell me if it changed yours