"and listen to a regurgitation of bad short jokes?"
uuuurrrrr regugitation of bad short ass jokes, bad cos' they're anti-ME uuuurrrr. You read on the scene NE not listen, thick as pigshit.
Love how you wrote 'short' though, quite the fitting complexion you uphold, you accidentally set up quite a poetic undertone relating to your stature there in that, nice.
I want to poke holes in the erroneous beliefs about what BScene fame provides. It won't raise your self-esteem, it won't create profound connection, it's not going to heal your childhood traumas, it's only going to amplify them.
You're going to be subject to a lot of criticism and praise, both of which are violent in their own ways. And yes, it shuts your stumpy gob up 5"8-5"10? SmallEngland... 'unworthy? No just put thought into it and im sure your big gob will find something ignorant to say, daddys boy.... Get on my level.
The easiest way to get a reputation is to go outside the fold, shout around for a few years as a violent atheist or a dangerous radical, and then crawl back to the shelter. Thats you NE is that english enough?