Have you been to the doctors? I also have my ups and downs. I feel OK at the moment, even went to tescos with my sister on saturday. I think it's because i've been sleeping well, going to bed when it's still dark. lol

I got that stuff sorted out, so my parents aren't kicking me out.

But things have gotten a lot worse since then, I am having a lot worse attacks now. I was relived for a while but now its just gotten so much worse.

Took me ages to admit I had problems. Some people still think I'm just being lazy

I'd come visit you if I lived near you, at least you know someone else has simmilar problems, if you ever want a chat just pm me or something mate

Thats what i do, if i actually think about the severity of my situation it would bring on an attack, i have to not think about it.

Hiding from the truth isnt a good thing but its better than facing it i guess lol

I don't cope. They have me on anti-depression tablets. Only time I see someone is when my Mum comes round every two weeks to go shopping.

I have my own flat BTW, which the government are paying the rent for, but only til Oct...so I don't know what I'm going to do, don't really think about it.

How do you cope with that? I dont have that, I can leave, but the thing with me is If i have a panic attack at work in the mornign, its so bad I just want to go home and lie down but I cant, the stress is unbelivable, as I say my family and my pets at home is all thats getting me through right now.

Seriously though. I have agoraphobia. I never leave the house and suffer from panic attacks all the time. Last week I went to a new Doctors and it scared the **** outta me. I thought I was gonna pass out in the waiting room. If my Mum didn't come with me I wouldn't be able to leave the house... EVER.