Lately I’ve been withdrawn from society for the most part. I work at my job during the day, (of which I usually blow off my work and read). Then I go home and light some candles and read until the sun goes down.. go for a run, then take a shower and eat dinner. I read some more before I go to bed. Then I wake up the next day and do it all again. When you live in this rather monastic lifestyle, you learn to appreciate the small things in life... I think I shine my shoes about 15 times per week; this for example I’ve learned to appreciate. I get a haircut once a week because I’ve grown to obsess over hair as an artistic expression. Coffee is blended and always choice of the moment. My friends as well, I have set aside as I find more enjoyment in literature than I do in real people. I have yet to talk to spirits or contact the dead, but I am definitely trying as they might give me some clarity of the living and a point to all of this. Little things it seems, have become the vanity to which I find enjoyment.

:samurai:

you are a very strange individual.

My lifestyle..hmm.. I work pretty much a 9-5 in I.T. I train 2-3 times a week, hoping to increase soon to 3-4. I ride my motorcycle whenever its nice out. i refuse to sit inside my house when theres so much to enjoy outside it. I spend time with many friends and my girlfriend, all equally important to me. I guess im the exact opposite of you.

king of the excentrics

I just quit my job. The only thing I love to do is train. I'm my happiest at the gym and I'm thinking I'm going to end up spending the rest of my life there.

I don't have lifestyle....change your way to do the things every day and you'll be happier.

Funny how he says: Lately I have been withdrwan from society... Welcome to adulthood, yound man. Most of us work Monday to Friday and socialize on the weekends.

Funny how he says: Lately I have been withdrwan from society... Welcome to adulthood, yound man. Most of us work Monday to Friday and socialize on the weekends.
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I'd hit it...no doubt

I'd eat it, phillipino style with some hot sauce.

Was the puppy de-pooped(like they do to shrimp)

my life?

hmmm......well i just quit my job on monday, started my new job yesterday, quit my new job today, and start my old job tomorrow. i'm at home relaxing with 12 coronas as i look at dip**** posts outdo themselves in the realm of stupidity in the wonderful world of globalmm-to the muther****ing-a.

everything's on the up & up here.

I wake up, read, watch tv, eat, then go back too bed...........

You forgot drinking

I work hard and play harder. It's like a vicious circle.

I havn't drank since Saturday....

If you shine/wax your black shoes every single night, they eventually become like mirrors for your feet. It rocks, highly suggested.

I pay someone in my building to shine my shoes. I hate those kinds of chores.

If you put perfume under your shoes you'll be more creative...

-Jodorowsky

I can't stand it when other people shine my shoes, they don't do a good job. I'd cut my own hair too but I'm not that tallented, so I found a good barber shop... these people spend a whole hour cutting my hair because they're so exact, I love it. If you're going to do something, you do it all the way, none of this half-way bull****. That pisses me off and people get beat the hell up for that ****. So I shine my own shoes to some classical music and some candles burning all around me. A good shoe shine will take around 2 hours, these people on the corner who do it in 4 minutes then expect me to pay them gets a damn foot in there face real quick.. so I just don't go to them anymore, saves me the trouble of bashing in their face expecting my hard earned money for a half ass job that I'm supposed to act like it's the mother ****ing cream of the crop shoe-shine guy. **** that, I'll shine my own damn shoes. Mirrors, that's all I gotta say *****.

Die.

Bella.. If u ever come to LA you're going to have to contact me.. we can get 2gether and I'll buy u a soda-pop.

How about you take me out for a real drink.

:(

Actually I'm afraid to meet you, you seem kind of wierd.

Bella's a bot. You can never meet her.

Weird? You don't know the half of it. You seem pretty strange yourself.

Hey Blue. <3

she's weird cause she's too normal

Hey Blue. <3[/QUOTE]

:love:

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she's weird cause she's too normal

I'm not sure if I would go as far as saying normal.

well that's why you didn't say it.
i said it :)

Actually I'm afraid to meet you, you seem kind of wierd.

Hello Pot? This is Kettle......

sit at home until midnight, go to my friends, play dragon ball z budokai 2 all night. come home, watch RECESS: SCHOOL'S OUT on Disney channel at 4-5am then go to sleep

i don't train anymore because my instructors hate me.

i wish i lived closer to this badass judo club in matthews. they had the bas rutten seminarlast weekend and this week they are having a frank trigg seminar

i wish i was franktrigg

How about you take me out for a real drink.


I've got some lime Kool-Aid. Join me.

My life style is as such.

I work in a ****y job in the Electronics dept of Wal-Mart. Been there for 2 years now. My last day there is the 31st of this month, then I'm taking all of August to get bombed as much as possible before I go back to college. I'm taking Recording Arts. Perfect program for a pothead. I do smoke weed every day. It's become a huge part of my lifestyle, and I've got no plans to ever change it. I don't bother with the club scene and stuff. I'm not into taking extacy and rubbing against random strangers. I'd rather go to a house party and that sorta stuff. Other than that I spend all the rest of my free time with my girlfriend. That's it.

I have to get a full time job. I'm so sad.

Full time jobs make it easier to withdraw into yourself. After a while once you get used to the job, you start to create a rhythm, or a repetition. Once you create a repetition you’re able to start finding spaces in between your work schedule to read and indwell within your own mind, or as some others do- get involved in the drama and gossip of the work place, of which I think is complete bull**** so I choose to stand on the outside and not get involved. Some people thrive on work-place drama for deep entertainment, but what their missing is that they can challenge their mind even greater by focusing internally; or books I should say in my case.

Full time jobs are indeed overrated. People go to school their whole lives in order to get a good job, but what hits them after a while is that same repetition and rhythm that hits everyone. Eventually we are all subject to the pursuit of a deeper meaning of life, in whatever job/schooling that you are in. That’s where books come into play. Books are an escape from this reality and thus catapult you into an alternate reality of your choosing. However in my case I read a lot of historical books, which only cause me to be more eccentric unfortunately or fortunately I haven’t decided. Like I mentioned earlier.. It has caused me to obsess over my hair, shine my shoes like a habit, and I have to make a fresh pot of coffee every hour even if the last pot is still completely full. But somewhere in this vanity I find enjoyment, so I can’t complain.

Some of that actually made sense.... :thinking:

There's logic to most of my madness, and you're just now seeing it? lol I have trained you to only see me through shades of mythos; but when you look at me through logos as well, it does actually make sense doesn't it? Welcome to my world.

Our outward expression of unity will reflect our inward unity of purpose.

There's logic to most of my madness

lol...Then I can see your madness is a fake, how can you say your madness has some of logic?!?! Please!! It's a ****ing antithesis!! Use the thing that you call "madness" to refuse the logic and don't try to make some beautiful and snoby sentence like this cuz you can fall in the topic of the "pseudo-neo-mad-bohemian" who wants be seen like a intelectual and cult guy...



*It's not a destructive post to you Mouse, I like some of your posts*

I just want to fight/ train for the rest of my life. It's the only thing I look forward to everyday.

When I say “my madness,” I’m referring to the “madness” that I’ve only been labeled with throughout my time posting here... most people don’t understand me so they label me as mad or crazy because that requires the least effort on their part. But you’re right, logic and madness can’t exist... so now actually posting with some logic, I force people to choose; do I actually know what I’m talking about, or am I simply crazy? I’m forcing them to choose rather than brushing me off as some anomaly where the two exist. But I’d rather not be labeled as either, and just called “Mouse” and leave it be at that.

But I do go back and forth with my brain cycles, as most of you know who have known me when I first started posting on Global. I don’t pretend to be consistent with my brain and dream cycles, because I’m constantly shifting.. most people classify that as “mad.” I’m searching... I’m searching. Sometimes I want to read in a library all day and learn.. others I want to watch movies and drink whiskey.. others I want to obsess over mutilation.. others I want to debate with pastors over the bible.. others I want to get a girl and have sex all day long.. others/most I put on a professional persona to blend into my atmosphere... and others I want to stay home and paint on canvas. But damnit I’m not crazy. There is method to my system of shifting, but I have yet to figure out just what that method is.

I work monday through friday night, and saturday morning.
I regularly train monday, tuesday, thursday night, I train some saturday afternoons and friday nights I spar. Pretty soon I will be training almost everyday, I have to get ready to fight in October.
I hang out with a few friends.
I am not really close with my family. I have no father and I don't get along wiyth my mother, which she is have ****ed up medical problems right now.
I am not really too close with anyone. I'm like a loner.
My work is my life - I teach martial arts and try to live like a true martial artist. One day I will own my own school.
I am pretty anti-social. I am trying to figure out how to in a way, get along with the world.
I do not have too much free time. Lately I have been reading alot.

When I say “my madness,” I’m referring to the “madness” that I’ve only been labeled with throughout my time posting here... most people don’t understand me so they label me as mad or crazy because that requires the least effort on their part. But you’re right, logic and madness can’t exist... so now actually posting with some logic, I force people to choose; do I actually know what I’m talking about, or am I simply crazy? I’m forcing them to choose rather than brushing me off as some anomaly where the two exist. But I’d rather not be labeled as either, and just called “Mouse” and leave it be at that.

But I do go back and forth with my brain cycles, as most of you know who have known me when I first started posting on Global. I don’t pretend to be consistent with my brain and dream cycles, because I’m constantly shifting.. most people classify that as “mad.” I’m searching... I’m searching. Sometimes I want to read in a library all day and learn.. others I want to watch movies and drink whiskey.. others I want to obsess over mutilation.. others I want to debate with pastors over the bible.. others I want to get a girl and have sex all day long.. others/most I put on a professional persona to blend into my atmosphere... and others I want to stay home and paint on canvas. But damnit I’m not crazy. There is method to my system of shifting, but I have yet to figure out just what that method is.

Good post, thus I can't called you "mad", I see you like a curious person and this isn't bad!! You like see other life aspects that other people can't or don't want to see, learn or read, then you're different (not weird). IMO the word "mad" is so relative, who says that the people we call "mad" are really mad? Maybe all of us are mad and they are "normal", maybe they **** the tabus (?) of the society...I don't know.


and Paco De Lucia es el nuevo "Principe de Asturias"!!!

Ricordisi di, noi non vedono le cose come sono, noi vedono le cose come siamo.

IMO the word "mad" is so relative, who says that the people we call "mad" are really mad? Maybe all of us are mad and they are "normal", maybe they **** the tabus (?) of the society...I don't know.

Let's bring that word back. "Mad." .."He's MAD!! That's what he is!!" .. it's theatrical and drammatic, it's wonderful. Society isn't so drammatic in their actions and emmotions these days. We thrive on emmotion, so we should damn well show it.. MAD!!!

I've been reading Family Lust **** stories as of late. I don't care what anyone says, the stories are hot.

Hot like a 25 cent neon shirt from a thrift store with a picture of a monster truck on the front of it. Grabs your attention because it's so bold, but after that all you're left with is a trashy piece of crap.

there's nothing thrifty about family lust son. that **** owns. brother/sister is the best