you know that feeling you get when you have the oportunity to do something that alot of people don't get to do but then you don't do it

and then after you don't do it you look back and realize that you probably could have done it but you didn't even try.

that is how i feel today and i don't like it.

You should have ****ed her...(just guessing)

Should've done it. ****in idiot. What were you thinking

Originally posted by Nuniathan
You should have ****ed her...(just guessing)

you are one on point mother ****er.

how did you know.

Originally posted by LukeDothSucketh
Should've done it. ****in idiot. What were you thinking


I agree.

What was I thinking? I was thinking there was no chance in hell that is was possible. Thats what i was thinking. Then when i went home and looked over the facts and spoke to my compadre Carlao I come to realize that it was completely plausable if not totaly possible!

Now Carlao noticed this well before I did. She he was tellin me to grab the ***** like an hour before we left the place. My self hatred reigns supreme yet again ****ing me over in the long run.

Confidence is something i need to build more of.

sometimes i will **** up then think about it like i can rewind it or start over like a video game then it hits me that its reality and i can't do it

Originally posted by VulgarTheClown
you are one on point mother ****er.

how did you know.

because, from what we've seen, you blow just about every opportunity that you have

Cesaro, I go through the exact same thing. Hind sight is 20/20 man.

I figure mabye next week I will go back there and see whats up, you know see if anything is plausable still.

Where is Blue? I need his guidance.

HEY BLUE! PM/IM me I need your wisdom.

Originally posted by Purity
because, from what we've seen, you blow just about every opportunity that you have

Yeah....

Originally posted by VulgarTheClown
Where is Blue? I need his guidance.

HEY BLUE! PM/IM me I need your wisdom.

What you need is to stop being a ***** and **** her first, ask questions later.

Nuna - your a pretty wise man. and if i knew then what i knew now i would have. like i told Ces hindsight is 20/20


i can just hope next week (if i go and if she is there) works out just as well

you don't have be wise to put yer **** in piece of *****. you just have to be hetero.

this i know.

i would have greatly enjoyed violating the vagina.

but i'm so consumed that i'm being used for $$ that i find it unfathomable.

It's just animal instinct.

Paranoia is a *****.

We all at one point or another let go by some good opportunities. It is hard to see the opening and taking the shot. However, you have to take shots regardless if you think they are there or not.

Is like shooting a machine gun without aiming at the target, eventually you will hit the target.

i believe my extreme hate of rejection directly relates to unwillingness to put moves on chicks

Out of all the opportunities I have had, I can only remember screwing up one of them, and even that lead to a better one. (which I did not screw up)

I very much regret not banging all the chicks I could have in my younger years. I used to get more ass than a toilet.

i do not live like the typical college kid. I do not drink and **** all day long.

its not exactly what i long to do but i would like to make more sex to chicks.

mabye its this moral thing i have goin on with not ****in before something is goin on.

Tho most of all i feel it revolves around fear of not being good. You know i don't wanna let no one down. I dunno why i feel that way, i'm good at what i do so **** i should do it!

i need to **** some *****es.

By the love of God. Get ****ing laid!!!!!

Originally posted by Carlao
By the love of God. Get ****ing laid!!!!!

you are a wise man and i agree with you.

next tuesday mabey.

i think to go back tonight or tomarrow would seem creepy even stalkerish. that and alot of money was spent last night and i know i cannot afford it especially not at this juncture but if you wanna i'm down.

I can't think of all the sex I have missed in my life. If I knew I would end up hitting myself in the head till I died.