I'm going nuts lately.
I am constantly angry. I am having less regard for my life.
I'm am becoming emotianally colder - every day.
I am barely talking to my family anymore.
I watch the news or read the paper and get so enraged by all the **** that goes on every day. That people can act like animals and have no regard for others.
And today getting a ticket - seeing what cops, who are there to protect and serve do nothing, but fill thier quota.

I am sick of everything. One day I am going to go off the deep end and just snap.

You are...THE PUNISHER!!!!!!!











Just completing your babbling.

you piece of ****! you shoulda off'd yourself a looooong time ago!

Does someone want taste my semen? Today it tastes like a mix of milk, lemon and cinnamon....

shut the **** up, paniko. this is a distressing moment for christopher. may we bow our heads in silence and pray....

Oh! ok...sorry, then all my seminal psichotinetik power will cross the Atlantic to go with your prays....

paniko can easily destroy any thread

sorry for the babbling - I just need to do it every once and a while

Originally posted by Kempo Chris
paniko can easily destroy any thread

LOL...


Sorry, I didn't want!! I respect you...

cops don't have ticket quotas it is unethical.

THO if a bike cop doesn't make a certain ammount of tickets ina day it looks fishy (depending on his area).

Chris, I have lived with these sort of thinking for a long time and yep, it can be kinda ugly. It will subside as you get older, at your age now, you are your most volatile, by 25, as long as you stay out of prison, you will be ok and would have learnt how to harness it.

Train hard, stay motivated to that at least...let that be the one constant that gets you through, cause without it, you will have issues

Proffessional help can't hurt either, provided you get the right person.....hang in there. It will get better, weak as that sounds, it's true.

I don't need no professional help

therapy can be good for some things, but IMO is jumped upon too quickly by a lot of people who don't want to take responsibility for themselves and their actions, and who are too weak to positively reinforce themselves so they pay some guy huge amounts to do it for them. Medication is no better as it don't fix anything, just masks the bigger issues. Get off the drugs and I guarantee the problem will still be there, only now bigger and badder than before.

Originally posted by seldomTap
therapy can be good for some things, but IMO is jumped upon too quickly by a lot of people who don't want to take responsibility for themselves and their actions, and who are too weak to positively reinforce themselves so they pay some guy huge amounts to do it for them. Medication is no better as it don't fix anything, just masks the bigger issues. Get off the drugs and I guarantee the problem will still be there, only now bigger and badder than before.

That's why I said the important part is getting the right person. We went thru a few counselors for our son before we found one that was actually NOT trying to blame everything on the parents. This one backs up whatever our rules are and is trying to teach our son that he has to learn to adapt to our rules, just as if he would have to learn to adapt to other's rules when at their house, school, etc.

I 100% agree with you on the meds issue, although it can help those who need time to learn how to deal with their issues. I have known people who have been on them for a short period of time only to get off and stay off because while on them, they weren't so overwhelmed by their difficulties in life. It does help in the right circumstances and that is again, where having the right person to help you is so very important.

See what happens when you become a Mod?

its true

The best advice I've ever recieved; Don't complain son, cause nobody listens.

The man was right.

the man often is bro