i guess i just really want the attention from my friends and family.

Originally posted by cybill
i guess i just really want the attention from my friends and family.

Then just tell them....don't play games. It's not fair to them or you. Be honest.

don't do it they'll throw you in counseling trust me

i'm already in counseling.

i know it's like playing a game, but things have to change and sometimes it's easier for people to let you change if they have a tragedy as an excuse to let it happen.

Originally posted by cybill
i'm already in counseling.

i know it's like playing a game, but things have to change and sometimes it's easier for people to let you change if they have a tragedy as an excuse to let it happen.

what things need to change? you or them?

well i'm tired of acting like i am when i am really different inside. i've tried letting them know what i'm really like and they just think i'm weird adn some of them even get mad. it's like if something bad happens, if i show who i really am, it will seem like not that big a deal compared to the tragedy. plus if the tragedy is fake and people don't like it, that won't be me they don't like.

faking suicide is hard. what happens if you **** up?

you die thats what.



how about you just be you and tell everyone else ot go **** themselves, if they don't accept you you don't need them

ok.

Originally posted by VulgarTheClown
faking suicide is hard. what happens if you **** up?

you die thats what.


Oh well... the world is overpopulated anyway.

Originally posted by cybill
i guess i just really want the attention from my friends and family.

Dont fake it, there is nothing more worthless than someone that is such a **** up, that they can't even kill themselves.

If you want to die then just die

If you want to live then tell your parents and friends that you are more ****ed up then they realize

Originally posted by Tammy
Oh well... the world is overpopulated anyway.

OUCH

http://www.orbit3d.com/bbs/juice.jpg

LMAO

Originally posted by Mr. Beelzebub
http://www.orbit3d.com/bbs/juice.jpg


L O L

Or you can just stop the acting and tell them to get over it or **** off.

HOORAY FOR JUICE!

if people spanked there kids this **** would never happen.

faking commiting suicide.... your ****ing lame and yes your ****ed up and yes you really need to keep seeing a counsillor or else you would not be thinking like this anyways.

Originally posted by astroboy
faking commiting suicide.... your ****ing lame and yes your ****ed up and yes you really need to keep seeing a counsillor or else you would not be thinking like this anyways.

i really don't have the ignitiative to even fake it. i was just thinking that that would kinda take the heat off. does anyone know what i mean?

Arn't you dead yet?

Originally posted by Bzob
Arn't you dead yet?


LOL ROFL



attention whores needed for fake suicides, news at 11 bzob

If she/he killed them selves after reading my post I would feel bad









In Bizarro World

Originally posted by VulgarTheClown
HOORAY FOR JUICE!

if people spanked there kids this **** would never happen.

Werd....American parents have weak Pimp hands cause of all the laws here.....kids need to get spanked......break the law and kick their asses.....

As for your suicide thing.....it's up too you.....don't **** up cause you'll be dead...

Originally posted by VulgarTheClown
HOORAY FOR JUICE!

if people spanked there kids this **** would never happen.

I've spanked my kids.....it doesn't work on all kids......come meet my son sometime.

http://www.orbit3d.com/bbs/384038.1
See, God says it's OK

Originally posted by madcrewmom
I've spanked my kids.....it doesn't work on all kids......come meet my son sometime.

You just dont hit hard enough

Originally posted by Bzob
You just dont hit hard enough

I do now. I started popping him with either a left or a right. I ask which does he want and give what he doesn't want. I've had it. The hard part is seeing your child flinch when you walk by. That's why I never wanted to hit my kids......it hurts me inside. :-(

Originally posted by madcrewmom
I do now. I started popping him with either a left or a right. :-(

Hey, try some combinations, you know, mix it up a little bit.

LOL, if it makes you feel bad dont hit them at all.....If beatings arnt working try an alternative....like bordom (like Jail) or make him Kneel on the floor with his arms extended at the sides. Or make hime write sentances. Standing in the corner. Just make sure what ever you say you are going to do you do..

Originally posted by Bzob
LOL, if it makes you feel bad dont hit them at all.....If beatings arnt working try an alternative....like bordom (like Jail) or make him Kneel on the floor with his arms extended at the sides. Or make hime write sentances. Standing in the corner. Just make sure what ever you say you are going to do you do..

I do follow thru with whatever I threaten him with. I do like the idea of having him kneel with his arms extended. Sentences don't work with him. Corner doesn't work either....I think I've worn those two ideas out. He is the type of person who has the ability to go around any blockade that we put up. That is a good trait if he can channel it in a positive way. The Jail issue is coming up this weekend. On Sat. the band boosters are having a rummage sale......cleaning his room to make our donations for it, lol. Then I am completely gutting his room. Going to primer the walls and remove the carpeting. Nothing but a bed, a desk and his clothes.

cybill, If your family & friends are not accepting who "you" want to be, then you must be giving out "mixed" signals of "who" you are.

So first off, start being yourself, if you had been doing this, they would have no reason to question it was "you". You won't be able to please everyone in life, but it's important to believe in yourself.

Find something unselfish to do, that makes you feel good about you, if you need attention, become a volunteer, believe me, there are lots of people who will appreciate you donating "time" to people who have nothing & have lost hope.

We sometimes forget how good we actually have "it", until we meet someone who has way less.

We make choices in life cybill, every day, every minute, we can sit & BOO HOO that life has dealt us a ****ty hand or we can get off our ass & change it. You can "choose" to make something out of yourself or you can "choose" to need a crutch to help you thru everyday life, but it is ultimately your CHOICE!


Remember this cybill, you get out of this life what you "put" into it, if you give nothing, that is exactly what you will get back.

*yawn*

*Hands Cybil Bottle of morphine and a Liter of Vodka*

bzob = 25th comming of christ

thanks for the advice momita. you must be a good mom. i just feel like i made myself too different to try to fit in. i guess i just should a been myself from the start.

hey bzob, how about some cranberry juice and some lime to go with my morphine?

Don't be a puss, if you wanna go out, then go out in style *hands her a 12 gauge shotgun*

http://www.globalmma.com/Curly/ban2.jpg

If you want to commit suicide make sure that you do it good and do not **** up. Put a ****ing 12 guage slug in your head.

Kids do need to be corrected at times and the method might change from kid to kid, but beating the hell out of them from time to time if not bad. **** I got beat with broomsticks and mops when I deserved it.

cybill- Do something positive and creative with your time, force yourself to do something good and at the end I assure you that you will feel good about it regardless of your opinion before. Think positive, surround yourself with positive people, and force yourself to positive things.

That's all!

well i'm tired of acting like i am when i am really different inside. i've tried letting them know what i'm really like and they just think i'm weird adn some of them even get mad.


Gay? is that it? what makes you so differant inside?
do you:

dream of hurting people?
have fantasies about torture?
wet the bed?
mutilate small animals?
set fires?
other (please explain)?

PM me the answer

Originally posted by Aaron Bizarre
set fires?

THAT'S IT!!!

how old are you again cybil?

I would say this is all bull**** because she goes from typing one or two word posts for the last 65 she's had to typing out full sentences about killing herself.


I call b.s.

Originally posted by Crystalline Dream
I would say this is all bull**** because she goes from typing one or two word posts for the last 65 she's had to typing out full sentences about killing herself.


I call b.s.

huh?

i'm 23.

Originally posted by cybill
huh?

i'm 23.

and if she isn't bsing, and is this stupid, let her die.

Originally posted by Crystalline Dream
and if she isn't bsing, and is this stupid, let her die.

even if i died, i don't think you'd be the only female here.

Originally posted by Mr. Beelzebub
Don't be a puss, if you wanna go out, then go out in style *hands her a 12 gauge shotgun*

Thats too messy, have some compasion for the people that find your carcus

cybill, don't EVER try to be someone else to make them happy, the world has enough phony people in it.

The people who have "made" it in this world are the ones who didn't allow a label to be put on them permanently!

Being young is hard enough, don't be too hard on "you"!

And don't dwell on the bad things in your life, they hold you back from becoming what you will be. Recognize the positives in "you" & go from there.

I bet you are stronger than you realize.............. :)

Originally posted by cybill
even if i died, i don't think you'd be the only female here.

boy, do you want a sticker for that observation, smart one?

I think identity issues are generally in its highest peak during our adolescent years, I dont know you and I have no idea of the kind of person you are or pretend to be or pretend to be but really are.....umm...anyways. I think you are in dire need of attention and feel the need for drama in your life to feel alive, if this is the case and you are constanly creating drama your family and friends will eventually get tired and not listen to you or care. The only thing that has no solution is death. Things are never as bad as they seem at first now just get some balls and deal with things you are an "adult" and in control of your life you choose, it your free will, but you must stop trying to play with people's emotions for your sake of feeling "loved" or "fit in" (you did say fit in...right? fit in at 23..hhmmm, I thought we all stop caring after high school)

Originally posted by momita
I bet you are stronger than you realize.............. :)

thanks, momita. your really nice. i guess i'll give it a try.

Will you die already, and leave a note blameing your parents too. that is just the cherry on the top.

I think she should blame the media.

Originally posted by Bzob
Will you die already, and leave a note blameing your parents too. that is just the cherry on the top.

dear world,

i'm leaving you. bzob drove me to it. see you later.

love,
cybill

dear world,

i'm leaving you. the media has left me no place to turn to. see you soon.

love,
cybill

Thats what i'm talking about!

if its setting fires then I would seek help as you have now shown symptoms of repressed feelings and have one of the major early signs of detachment disorder. If your serious about what you told me then continue counseling and dont hold back with the counselor.

if your ****ing with me and doing this for attention then you are what is wrong with this nation.

my question is...why come on a forum and tell everyone about this go tell your best friend or something like because you won't get any sympathy here even though i think you have issues no one on here cares stick with the counseling sweetie don't do anything stupid

maybe she is like you and has no friends?

hey i thought i had friends :-(

I'll be your friend....

http://maddox.xmission.com/suicide2.jpg

http://www.amnesty.ie/publ/photos/suicide.jpg

Originally posted by Bzob
I'll be your friend....



:lovers:

http://www.drugs.indiana.edu/publications/ncadi/radar/rguides/suicide.gif

Tips on Writing Your Suicide Note
Your suicide note will be the last thing people have to remember you by.
Your relatives, friends, police officers, and others, will read it. In some cases, suicide notes, or parts of them, even get to the media. You might think that suicide notes would be the most carefully crafted documents, however in many cases, they are written carelessly and hastily.
The following tips are provided for people who want to leave a real impression.
Note: if you are not actually committing suicide because you want to die but are just looking to get attention, do not bother reading this. Your note will mean nothing once the doctors are done treating the scratches on your wrists or pumping the 2000mg of Advil out of your stomach. There are better ways of getting attention anyway. I suggest you try one of the many services for people who are only crying for help.



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Tip #1
Start Early.
Getting an early start is important. If you can, start a few days before your suicide. Make sure you're in a clear state of mind. You do not want to try to write your note while waiting for the pills you took to kick in, or have to rush through it before you bleed to death. Giving yourself enough time to write your note will help eliminate the most common mistakes.
Tip #2
Don't try to say everything.
There are probably a lot of things you have on your mind, and you need to take some time and sort them out. Decide what is most important to say and leave out things that don't matter. Decide now what you want your readers to come away with after reading your note. Eliminate those things that distract from that point.

Tip #3
Handwrite your note if you can.
A handwritten note is a lot more personal. However, if you are worried your letter will not be understood, or you are physically not able to write it by hand don't worry about it. The important thing is that you get your message across.

Tip #4
Be natural.
Write the way you would speak. A good suicide note is personal, not formal. Don't get out the thesaurus and look for the biggest words you can find. Be yourself.

Tip #5
Avoid cliché's
Filling your note with phrases like "Goodbye cruel world" and "no one understands me" will make your note feel less like your thoughts and more like a form letter. Too many cliché's and it can look like you are just going through the motions or that you are leaving a note because you feel that you should, but without having anything to say. If you want to say something but it sounds too cliché, try to re-word it a little.

Tip #6
In general, use first person.
It creates a sense of intimacy and makes it easier for a reader to see things from your point of view, if you want to use a different viewpoint, be sure that you stick to it throughout your whole note.

Tip #7
Don't use your note like a will.
You might want your best friend to get your stereo but your suicide note is not the place to express that. If you want to leave certain things to certain people you should setup a will ahead of time. Just because you write it down does not make it legal, and it can be easily dismissed by the claim that you were not of sound mind when you wrote it.
Taking the time to set up a will will also help keep you from giving away your stuff in the months/weeks/days before the suicide. That's one of the most obvious indications that you are thinking about killing yourself and will likly get you "saved", or at least make the process more difficult.

Tip #8
Be Honest.
Your note will be one of the last things you give the world to judge you by. If you include things that others can disprove, it can discount the entire note. Besides, there is not much reason for lying at this point, is there?

Tip #9
Don't reveal your methods.
This is most important when taking poisons and pills. Telling everyone what you took just makes it easier for them to give you the treatments needed to revive you. Alternately, you do not want someone to find the note that details which bridge you're jumping off of before you get that chance to jump. They might be able to stop you. People will find out how you did it once the autopsy reports come in anyway.

Tip #10
Don't say anything you might regret.
There is always a chance that you will be found and "rescued". Suicide notes are not the place to rip into people, give away other's secrets, or confess crimes. The last thing you want is to end up in a hospital bed, facing the people who read something you would never have told them while alive.

Tip #11
Don't try to persuade the reader.
You do not want to spend your time trying to convince the reader that you are right. In most cases nothing you can say will change they way they feel. Your purpose is to express your point of view. It doesn't matter if the reader shares your point of view or not, only that they understand it.

Tip #12
Proofread your note.
Re-read your note at least twice. It's easy to make a simple mistake that distracts from the overall feel of the note. When reading over your note, there are a lot of things to look for. It's better to read it several times, looking for something different each time then to try to remember it all while reading it over once.
Make sure the point you wanted to get across when you started writing is clear. Don't be afraid to made edits, but be sure to read your note over again when you do.

Tip #13
Make your note easy to find
Take some time to consider where to leave your note. If you can't leave it near you, be sure to leave it in an obvious location. Even if you want someone in particular to read your note first, avoid sending it to someone by mail. There are too many things that could go wrong and once you send it, it's gone. Your note could get lost in the mail, or worse, it could reach someone before you can go though with it.

Tip #14
Check your note for flow.
Your note should progress rather then being a loose connection of thoughts and feelings. People reading your note should see that it is going somewhere. If you're having a hard time, start with a sentence or two that sum up the point of the letter, and then end with a summary of the same topic. Every paragraph in between should support that point.

Tip #15
Make sure it's not too long.
There is a reason it's called a suicide note and not a novel. Try to keep it around two or three pages at the most. Avoid the temptation to mention or leave a little note to everyone you know. Not only does that get dull fast but you're certain to leave someone out.

bwahaahahahahahahah

This is the Bzob suicide prevention line..........Please Hold

http://boco.net/fun/suicide.jpg

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Originally posted by Crystalline Dream
http://www.drugs.indiana.edu/publications/ncadi/radar/rguides/suicide.gif

hey! that's the way i felt too!

you forgot, "nobody likes me"

Originally posted by Aaron Bizarre
if your ****ing with me and doing this for attention then you are what is wrong with this nation.

that's it, but i really do like to set fires.

I'm thinking of ****ing yer cousin...

http://hot.ee/runescape3d/suicide.gif

http://www.dvmoviemaking.com/Resources/Suicide-17.jpg

DO THE RIGHT THING

http://www.caughtatwork.net/demotivations/2002/images/suicide.jpg

SEE HOW FUN IT CAN BE!?

http://abyss.unixdaemons.com/sky/suicide.jpg

This got me sad for some reason.... :(

http://www.keithbowden.com/images/Cliffside%20Suicide.jpg

"JUST DO IT" - NIKE

we get the idea

just read this.

it will help


http://maddox.xmission.com/suicide.html

I stand by my last post. I don't know why this even reach pass the third page. I'm so sick of people prancing around threatening suicide and not follow through it.

as for my thoughts...

http://magicmovie.8m.com/jeremy.jpg

Originally posted by Tammy
I stand by my last post. I don't know why this even reach pass the third page. I'm so sick of people prancing around threatening suicide and not follow through it.

you seem to have missed the point. 'fake' - do you get it? it's not about moaning. it's about manipulation - see?

No, I only miss the whole point of faking something for the benefit of others. One of the biggest fallacy is that people can change. They don't, unless they really want to. So instead of whining and crying "mommy and daddy didn't love me", people should attempt to change something within themselves. If mommy and daddy are not there for you, get a ****ing hobby. Get some friends. Get laid. Do something. What's worse about this entire situation is that people are way too quick to blame other people without seeing their own contribution to this. People do not make you do certain things or feel a certain way. It's how you internalize their words and action.

The teacher asked the class what their father did for a living.
Tommy raised his hand and said my dad in a doctor. He helps sick people.
The teacher said very good and pointed to timmy.
Timmy said my dad is a fireman. He puts out fires.
The teacher then pointed to Johnny.
Johnny said"my dad is dead"
The teacher said I'm so sorry Johnny. What did your dad do before he died?
Johnny said "Turned blue and **** on the carpet"

Originally posted by Tammy
No, I only miss the whole point of faking something for the benefit of others. One of the biggest fallacy is that people can change. They don't, unless they really want to. So instead of whining and crying "mommy and daddy didn't love me", people should attempt to change something within themselves. If mommy and daddy are not there for you, get a ****ing hobby. Get some friends. Get laid. Do something. What's worse about this entire situation is that people are way too quick to blame other people without seeing their own contribution to this. People do not make you do certain things or feel a certain way. It's how you internalize their words and action.

i think this is a naive interpretation of human relations. they are all about power. the ones without the power have to resort to craft. that's all.

Originally posted by Curly Howard
The teacher asked the class what their father did for a living.
Tommy raised his hand and said my dad in a doctor. He helps sick people.
The teacher said very good and pointed to timmy.
Timmy said my dad is a fireman. He puts out fires.
The teacher then pointed to Johnny.
Johnny said"my dad is dead"
The teacher said I'm so sorry Johnny. What did your dad do before he died?
Johnny said "Turned blue and **** on the carpet"

do you think anybody reads all this ****? (it is ****, isn't it?)

Originally posted by Tammy
get a ****ing hobby. Get some friends. Get laid. Do something

I have been trying, but you play hard to get

Naive interpretation? Oh please... This coming from someone who believes resorting to fake suicide is gonna solve all her problems? Yes, I can sure get a good education on "human relations" from this person.

Originally posted by Tammy
Naive interpretation? Oh please... This coming from someone who believes resorting to fake suicide is gonna solve all her problems? Yes, I can sure get a good education on "human relations" from this person.

if you have normal friends and a normal family, you don't have to worry. if you have freaks for friends and freaks for a family, they don't play by the rules. if i play by the rules i will lose, kinda like the british did in the revolution.

Originally posted by cybill
if you have normal friends and a normal family, you don't have to worry. if you have freaks for friends and freaks for a family, they don't play by the rules. if i play by the rules i will lose, kinda like the british did in the revolution.

Define normal....these days that isn't so easy.

Originally posted by madcrewmom
Define normal....these days that isn't so easy.

normal is like normal. these people are ****ed up big time.

Originally posted by cybill
normal is like normal. these people are ****ed up big time.

*still waiting for definition*

Originally posted by madcrewmom
*still waiting for definition*

normal is like people who do normal things. these people are like people who are drunks who have been in jail and one of them is like a weirdo who has all sorts of weirdo friends. they wear all sorts of weirdo leather clothes and they sleep in the daytime. you'd have to see them. there is no describing them.

is urinating in a sink normal?

Originally posted by juzre
is urinating in a sink normal?

yeah, if your a guy.

i poop in there too, and drink from the toilet. it has minerals you cant get from the faucet.

Originally posted by cybill
normal is like people who do normal things. these people are like people who are drunks who have been in jail and one of them is like a weirdo who has all sorts of weirdo friends. they wear all sorts of weirdo leather clothes and they sleep in the daytime. you'd have to see them. there is no describing them.

Well, you are what? 23? Move on if you aren't happy. That's the beauty of being an adult. You are responsible for your own decisions. Move on. I can not imagine being anyone but myself. Make a life for yourself. Just like Momita said, you only get back what you put into it.

Originally posted by madcrewmom
Well, you are what? 23? Move on if you aren't happy. That's the beauty of being an adult. You are responsible for your own decisions. Move on. I can not imagine being anyone but myself. Make a life for yourself. Just like Momita said, you only get back what you put into it.

I know exactly what you are saying. Its like the old saying, if life gives you lemons make lemonade. But heck if you dont like lemonade, go find some oranges. Did that make any sense?

i understand what you guys are talking about. but like vivian lee once said "i always rely on the kindness of strangers" and i'm not real thrilled with the idea of doing it all on my own.

Vivian Leigh?

Originally posted by cybill
i understand what you guys are talking about. but like vivian lee once said "i always rely on the kindness of strangers" and i'm not real thrilled with the idea of doing it all on my own.

I understand that, but think of how good you will feel when you do. I was 19 when I moved out of state, away from family and friends. Best move of my life. I met my husband in the town of Flagstaff at Domino's Pizza, where we both worked. Married almost 18 yrs now

Originally posted by cybill
do you think anybody reads all this ****? (it is ****, isn't it?)

Why yes, Tom they do

Originally posted by Curly Howard
Why yes, Tom they do

you are so weird. i don't think you and i would get along. sorry.

that's good cause I don't like you

Originally posted by madcrewmom
I understand that, but think of how good you will feel when you do. I was 19 when I moved out of state, away from family and friends. Best move of my life. I met my husband in the town of Flagstaff at Domino's Pizza, where we both worked. Married almost 18 yrs now

wow, that's so nice. i guess i can do the same stupid **** i do here some place else.

yes

Originally posted by Curly Howard
that's good cause I don't like you

my loss, i'm sure.

no one likes me either curly.

I heart you

u are the sunshine of my life.

Originally posted by juzre
no one likes me either curly.

i like you. how do you pronounce your name?

Originally posted by juzre
u are the sunshine of my life.

You are my tarter sauce on my fish sticks

Originally posted by Curly Howard
You are my tarter sauce on my fish sticks

cute! virgin humor.

yeah

but you're a guy so you should understand

Originally posted by cybill
i like you. how do you pronounce your name?

juh-z-ray

its just the first 2 letters of my first name, my middle initial, and the first 2 letters of my last name. I have a friend now. BONUS!

Originally posted by juzre
juh-z-ray

its just the first 2 letters of my first name, my middle initial, and the first 2 letters of my last name. I have a friend now. BONUS!

oh, like jew zee ray. right?

more like juhz-ray, oh well im not sure, i just needed to make up a new name!

Originally posted by juzre
more like juhz-ray, oh well im not sure, i just needed to make up a new name!

why? did you have a bad reputation?

nah, i was due for a name change, i like change so i change my nick a lot.

Cybill, whew, the stories I could tell you............

Listen, I think you are going about your problem the wrong way. .......

YOU CANNOT CHANGE YOR PARENTS!!! If they are as you say they are, they are doing what "they" want. It is what they have "CHOSEN"!

You can however do something with "YOUR" life. What are you waiting for???

:)

i don't know momita. i guess i never thought about just leaving. what do you do? just leave?

Originally posted by cybill
i don't know momita. i guess i never thought about just leaving. what do you do? just leave?

Nike commercial

"JUST DO IT!"

Yeah, you are old enough to figure out your life path on your own, you are an adult, do your thing and make yourself happy first. Dont worry abotu making anyone else happy, you cant always please everyone, as long as you make yourself happy doing the right thing in life, your parents will come around.

Do you have money? A job? If not get a job, start saving like crazy, then find somewhere to call HOME!

A place to begin discovering how happy you can be in making choices of what you want to do with your life.

A new beginning!

yeah, i guess i'll do that. i'm good at saving money. i just never thought of saving it to move.

you dont need a lot, jsut find an apartment you like, save 2 first and last months rent, and a deposit, depending on wher eyou live it should be about 1000-2000 dollars.

where's a good cheap place to live? this is exciting. (kinda sacry to)

you can go on places like apartments.com and search for different areas. its all about where you want to go.

Originally posted by juzre
you can go on places like apartments.com and search for different areas. its all about where you want to go.

i might have to go to the libary for that. i'm using my brother's computer.

you can also get renting catalogs, but they usually only cover the area around where you are, but they have them in the grocery stores.

this is going to take some planning. i wish i could take my brother with me but he's only 17. he's not like the rest of them.

true, but he is almost 18, plus roomates make the rent bill go down, you can always have him come where you are after he turns 18. just let him get through school first.

Originally posted by juzre
true, but he is almost 18, plus roomates make the rent bill go down, you can always have him come where you are after he turns 18. just let him get through school first.

yeah. hey, i'm glad i brought this up. thanks guys.

no problem, its not too hard to find a good place to live, just make sure its in a decent area. Talk to the people who live there if you can, you will find out more about a place that way then by tlaking to the manager.

Just think Cybill, a brand new life, where you can finish growing up & make the home you want! I think it would be great for your brother to live with you, it is scary leaving home but it wouldn't be so bad if you had someone to share the adventure with!

How long before he turns 18?

about six months (march). by the time i save enough money he might be a grandfather.

Originally posted by cybill
about six months (march). by the time i save enough money he might be a grandfather.

dont think that way, and if you see him getting into ****, just let him know your opinion. if he is going to goin sleepin around, just make sure he is smart about it.

You can do it, think of it as being born again, but you will be in charge of your destiny!


I know you can do it........ :)

Good luck Cybill.

thanks.

I remember when I moved out on my own. I was 16 and scared, very scared.

You're a dick, Cybill. You know that?

Originally posted by cybill
i'm already in counseling.

i know it's like playing a game, but things have to change and sometimes it's easier for people to let you change if they have a tragedy as an excuse to let it happen.

That's a cop out you lazy ass, ineffectual piece of ****. I ****ing hate people like you.

If you want to top yourself then do it and stop telling the world about it.

If you sick of your situation, then fight to change it.

If you sit and rot in your current situation because you are unhappy then you have only yourself to blame.

I hate these ****ing bull**** threads.

Get the **** off this board.

- J.

**** it let's all kill ourselves. Life sucks and will never be fair. **** it....

LAME

http://www.maddox.xmission.com/suicide.html

Read that....

Awesome page Ruffneck.

For anyone who thinks we're being too harsh, do not reply.

Instead let me refer you to this page:
http://www.maddox.xmission.com/hatemail.cgi#SUICIDE

It saves me the effort.

- J.

damn.....do you think Cybill got enough attention....10 f'n pages...

We need more threads like this in the '06

i'm already in counseling.

i know it's like playing a game, but things have to change and sometimes it's easier for people to let you change if they have a tragedy as an excuse to let it happen.

tell it to you straight mate dont even ****in try it if you want to be notived go out there and earn it the right way instead of scarin other people so wise up and think twice mate

Wasnt there a thread on this along time ago, or wasnt that something about the perfect murder, ha... I remember that thread.

i guess i just really want the attention from my friends and family.
Are you ****ing kidding?Thats ****ing retarded......
http://i54.photobucket.com/albums/g96/Madrae/attentionwhore.jpg

I'll take emo for $1200, Alex.

10 points bet that hes posting about getting attention from family just to get attention here.:puppy_dog

10 points bet that hes posting about getting attention from family just to get attention here.:puppy_dog

OK well you are wrong because he will never admit it.......gimme my 10 points.LOL:cool2:

this thread is seriously ****ed ive read some of it and its just not right

Neils is right though. I was lmao at some of the stuff in there.

i guess i just really want the attention from my friends and family.

At the risk of sounding redundant to what's probably already been said, if you need attention, ask yourself "why"?

Be comfortable and confident within yourself. All of us like attention; but, in truth, none of us should need it. Use the energy you're wasting on your angst and put it towards a positive goal from which you will benefit instead of wasting it on a pathetic cry for attention.

If you are truly depressed, then seek therapy or counselling. You have worth, my friend. We all do.

You could always um go out and do something good like volunteer at a shelter . That may get you some good attention from people around you .