Bluecifer
09-09-2003, 05:10 PM
I like you. Your nice.
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View Full Version : Madcrewmom Bluecifer 09-09-2003, 05:10 PM I like you. Your nice. nance 09-09-2003, 05:20 PM Originally posted by Blue Dawg I like you. Your nice. :) Thank you Blue. I think you are pretty nice yourself. The Mouse 09-09-2003, 05:25 PM Post some pix. (= Bluecifer 09-09-2003, 05:26 PM Actually I'm not, I just had 40 mils of Valium today, but thanks anyway. nance 09-09-2003, 05:27 PM Originally posted by Blue Dawg Actually I'm not, I just had 40 mils of Valium today, but thanks anyway. That makes you FEEL nice, though....doesn't it? It all starts with a feeling.....btw, why are you taking valium? nance 09-09-2003, 05:28 PM Originally posted by Mouse Post some pix. (= Why? Now you scare me....mwuahahaha:lol1: Bluecifer 09-09-2003, 05:30 PM Originally posted by madcrewmom That makes you FEEL nice, though....doesn't it? It all starts with a feeling.....btw, why are you taking valium? Because I'm an idiot. nance 09-09-2003, 05:36 PM Originally posted by Blue Dawg Because I'm an idiot. Then stop it. If you aren't in physical pain, don't take it. My mother almost killed me once while under the influence of valium and wine. Glad she didn't because I have a good life now. Bluecifer 09-09-2003, 05:44 PM I can't. nance 09-09-2003, 05:45 PM Originally posted by Blue Dawg I can't. You mean you don't want to. Bluecifer 09-09-2003, 05:48 PM something like that....maybe...... nance 09-09-2003, 05:50 PM Originally posted by Blue Dawg something like that....maybe...... Just make up your mind to do it. I have stopped making excuses about me not being able to lose weight. I am not losing weight because of me. Not because it's hard for my body.....it's me. Bluecifer 09-09-2003, 05:55 PM I guess I'm too much of a *****. My good friend is a doc so I'm always on steady stream of soma, valium, booze and pot. And he is WAAYYY worse than me. That guy is gonna ****in' kill himself. I'm anxious and cowardly. I feel I need to slow way down to function at my job. of course, that's probably just an excuse. BTW, did you say that your daughter used to cut herself? If so, how did you get her to stop nance 09-09-2003, 06:05 PM Originally posted by Blue Dawg I guess I'm too much of a *****. My good friend is a doc so I'm always on steady stream of soma, valium, booze and pot. And he is WAAYYY worse than me. That guy is gonna ****in' kill himself. I'm anxious and cowardly. I feel I need to slow way down to function at my job. of course, that's probably just an excuse. BTW, did you say that your daughter used to cut herself? If so, how did you get her to stop She's seeing a phsychologist right now. She's doing better and likes the doc. Her boyfriend has been a big help. He's very nice and respectful of our rules. He respects her. She has cut herself in the last 4 months, but I don't always see it, so I don't know if she's stopped . I cried when I found out and asked her to stop, not for me, but for herself. I want her to be happy, not scarred. The doc still doesn't know what is causing her unhappiness and neither do I. I'm beginning to feel like a I messed up somewhere along the line in raising my kids. Bluecifer 09-09-2003, 06:11 PM It's not your fault anymore than any of my many shortcomings are my moms fault. She did the best she could with what she had. Your daughter will have to accept responsibilty for herself, same as i have. Life's just a ***** sometimes. nance 09-09-2003, 06:16 PM Originally posted by Blue Dawg It's not your fault anymore than any of my many shortcomings are my moms fault. She did the best she could with what she had. Your daughter will have to accept responsibilty for herself, same as i have. Life's just a ***** sometimes. I still can't help but wondering what else can I do to help. she's only 15. |