Man life is a trippy thing. People can go through their lives not knowing how ignorant or how much they hurt people, while others spend their lives doing the opposite. I however dont fit into these categories. Since my "accident", i have realized many things, and one is what I used to be isnt what I want to be. **** i have no idea why im typing this on here, since most dont know who the real me is. I would jsut give anyone some helpful advice, don't overlook your actions and dont be short sided when it comes to things, it can not only **** you over but **** people you care about over too. I guess this kick in the head thing did me some good, it made me realize my faults, cause if it didnt happen, i would still be going through life not thinking i have any. Lifes a trip.

I agree completely, good luck gettings things on the right track man.

Originally posted by juzre
Man life is a trippy thing. People can go through their lives not knowing how ignorant or how much they hurt people, while others spend their lives doing the opposite. I however dont fit into these categories. Since my "accident", i have realized many things, and one is what I used to be isnt what I want to be. **** i have no idea why im typing this on here, since most dont know who the real me is. I would jsut give anyone some helpful advice, don't overlook your actions and dont be short sided when it comes to things, it can not only **** you over but **** people you care about over too. I guess this kick in the head thing did me some good, it made me realize my faults, cause if it didnt happen, i would still be going through life not thinking i have any. Lifes a trip.

Well, good luck to you man. I hope you fix the mistakes that are haunting you. Nothing is worse than regret

yeah its all good, as long as I try, All I can do is try. Thanks for the well wishing.

its cool man. People are going to start to worry though, seeing you out of character like this

well man life is trial and error as long as you learn from past mistakes and try to improve upon your life that's all you can ask of youirself man and all that others can ask of you

Originally posted by Creed
its cool man. People are going to start to worry though, seeing you out of character like this

I for one preferred the days of thinly veiled homo eroticism and cum jokes...

They say that it takes a pretty dramatic event to make people change their views for the better...it sounds as though you have had yours. Don't waste it

I hear you man.

Definately seldom, that is how i see it. Most people around me have all thins anger and hate in their mind over this, i see it as a chance to reflect and see things i wouldnt normally see. Dont worry the joking and horsing around will always be there, im a happy person, its just i needed someone or something to set me on the right path. I am definately not wasting it, and i think its shocked some people. I wish it would have happened sooner.

not everyone gets a second chance man. Don't mess it up

agreed man take full advantage of it

I wont allow myself to mess up. Its strange, i have never been in more pain physically, but i feel better than i have in a long time. Anyhow whats up with you guys?

ahh nothin much trained all day long but i busted my ****in hand

that sucks, beats having the flu thats going around, its killer. they have me on these pills so i dont trow up constantly. Sucky thing is i caught it from my mom. I guess a few others at work have had it too.

yah i've heard there's a 24 hour flu going around hope i don't get it mr g/f had it and was throwing up all day long nonstop so i know how you feel

hah i wish it was 24 hours, i have had it since Thursday. If your g/f has had it as bad as I have do something nice for her, she deserves it, man i was hatin life this morning.

ok thankx man i will

Originally posted by juzre
yeah its all good, as long as I try, All I can do is try. Thanks for the well wishing.

You have gained alot of respect from me in this one post. More than you will ever realize. I won't bore you with the history of my past, but it has gotten me to the point of where I have the utmost respect for those who are honest and up front, without being cruel, and those willing to admit that they were wrong. No one is perfect and nor should we expect ourselves to be so. "There is always room for improvement." :)

Originally posted by madcrewmom
You have gained alot of respect from me in this one post. More than you will ever realize. I won't bore you with the history of my past, but it has gotten me to the point of where I have the utmost respect for those who are honest and up front, without being cruel, and those willing to admit that they were wrong. No one is perfect and nor should we expect ourselves to be so. "There is always room for improvement." :)

Thanks youm its appreciated, but l dont want to do this for respect, i want to fix and at least attempt to make things right, and do things right. That is the main goal i have now, is just to live my life right. I wish others would do the same. You said it perfectly, no one is perfect nor should we expect ourselves to be, but ill be damned if i dont try, and when i cant do something, its all about owning up and learning from it.

Originally posted by juzre
Thanks youm its appreciated, but l dont want to do this for respect, i want to fix and at least attempt to make things right, and do things right. That is the main goal i have now, is just to live my life right. I wish others would do the same. You said it perfectly, no one is perfect nor should we expect ourselves to be, but ill be damned if i dont try, and when i cant do something, its all about owning up and learning from it.


It is better to have tried and failed, than to have never tried at all. If you can believe it, you can achieve it. And you are doing it for all the right reasons. But you still have my respect and you will earn the respect of others. It's a side benifit. :)

if the glove doesn't fit he didn't do it

Originally posted by madcrewmom
It is better to have tried and failed, than to have never tried at all. If you can believe it, you can achieve it. And you are doing it for all the right reasons. But you still have my respect and you will earn the respect of others. It's a side benifit. :)

Definately, and thank you.

Originally posted by Carne Asada
if the glove doesn't fit he didn't do it

You lost me somewhere....what are you talking about?

my take is that life is **** and so are people. this world will always try to bring you down. it will punish you for your integrity, cheat on you for your honesty, and glorify you for every piece of evil that you bring into it.
in the end i think the best way to win the battle with the world is to win it within yourself. the more you don't let yourself stoop down to the level of **** that's presented to you every second of your life, then the more you conquer it every day.
it's not where we stand but in which direction we move. the war never ends but man it's sure fun :)

Very well put my dear "pure in soul"

Originally posted by Kato
Very well put my dear "pure in soul"

Amen

Originally posted by madcrewmom
You lost me somewhere....what are you talking about?



i have no idea i was delusional last night