My dad mum and I had some heart to heart, cause I felt **** was spiraling out of control, and at this rate I'd end up hating my dad in a few weeks if his petty **** continued, anyway that was good, I felt a great weight lifted off my shoulders and I'm not pissed at him anymore.

Anyways, somewhere along the line, I was telling them I don't believe in god at all, and my dad is like a full believer of the lord and stuff, and somehow he told me my sister was a miracle baby, apparently her heart stopped several times in my mom's womb or something and some other stuff, which wasn't too shocking, I heard it before. But then he told me mom lost a baby to german measles before she had me....I was like WHAT THE ****!?!?!

Well, thats the biggest shock I had for the last 21 years.

Wow, that is quite a shock. I'm sorry to hear that.

God or life, call it what you will, has a great way of protecting our future, our destiny. Even though I believe you are in control of your own fate I do believe that certain things happen for a reason. I am glad to see that you and your parents have such an open line of communication.

I am sorry to hear that MM, and I know how you feel. My Mom has lost 2 sets of twins and miss carried like 4 other times most were before me and the one set of twins was after me. We would have been a very big fam had that not happened.

i dunno miscarriages happened to my mom to.... but i guess it happens alot to alot of ppl

sorry to hear about that MM. i know it doesn't make it feel any better but these things happen for a reason.

thanks guys :)

I didn't realise misscarriages happened so often, but I don't feel sad, just weirded out cause I had no idea.

I no how your mom feels, ive lost a baby at 4 months pregnant, very very painful!

that sucks agony, condolences :(

Originally posted by Magic Man
My dad mum and I had some heart to heart, cause I felt **** was spiraling out of control, and at this rate I'd end up hating my dad in a few weeks if his petty **** continued, anyway that was good, I felt a great weight lifted off my shoulders and I'm not pissed at him anymore. :wizard:

Originally posted by Didi Deucy
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sorry to hear that magic,kimee

Sorry Magic.

I dunno if my parents went thru anything like that... I dunno if I wanna know either... I mean it's kinda personal (between them two). It's none of my business really (unless they want to talk about it) and besides all that it's in the past...

Not the sort of thing I'd want to bring up either really.

- J.

i love you MM. Your ok in my book.