Why do so many ladies have grudges? lol. See I like to start ****, then after a while after the arguement, I call 'em back up like nothin happened.. followed by the abrupt, "You're a ****ing *******!!" ::click::

Dude!! after a certain period of time it should be okay again right? lol. I don't start it, I'm just sometimes bruitally honest, and they get offended. Damnit. Example: If I were to say to Allison, "Hey cutie, whats up?" .. lol, she'd still think I was an *******. But it's like this with all ladies, and most men as well. Why?

Because it appears that you have a split personality and it sounds like you don't apologize or even acknowledge your assholish behavior. If I kicked you in the nuts and then came up to next week and said "hi Matt" would you hold a grudge? The only difference is in degrees bro.

Yea i do have split personalities.. it's crazy. I have the nice and loving person, I have the hostile killing person, and i have the person that just like to take a bunch of drugs and pretend to be someone else. The pills I take help me deal with them and let them coexist... it's just hard for me to realise how it effects other people.

I hold grudges

There is a dude that beat me up with 4 other guys 13 years ago and i am still going to kick his ass

You just said you like to start **** and then act like nothing happened.

They hold grudges to save themselves the grief of your annoying behavior again.

And if you'd like for me to not respond to your threads, dont post my name in them.

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this is going to be hard to explain.. I take on different personalities every day. The conflict in my head is sometimes really ****'n crazy. I tattoo words on my body in order to remind myself who I am so other identities that take me over at that time, can see the tats in the mirror.. and I can hopefully bounce back into the person I want to be. The conflict is that I don't know who I want to be, therefor my mood and personality changes quite rapidly. I guess it's an actor of real life. I can fit in with any social group I choose to, taking on their characteristics.. constantly. I have no idea who the **** I am or how I'm supposed to act.. but I do know how the different personalities in my head act and think.

The confusing part is that all of my personalities think in completely different manners, are attracted to completely different things.. etc.

Originally posted by Bzob
I hold grudges

There is a dude that beat me up with 4 other guys 13 years ago and i am still going to kick his ass

It appears we have something in common! I want to kill the dude that jumped me with 4 other dudes to. One of those guys supplexed me on my head on the curb lol!!! I also want to kill the ***** I had an affair with at the last company I worked for. The ***** told my boss who didn't tell me and then pummeled me until I had to quit!!!

you got beat up by your boss? Was it his wife?

I dont hold grudges for the most part.

Blue- that sucks dude. Whenever i make it to Oregon, we'll find the ****ers.

I think he ment by pummeled is that he gave him so much work he couldn't handle it anymore, i could be wrong.

My boss was a women who pummeled me verbally. And thanks Tom, but these *******s are in Cali. I heard that the main guy's is a total loser whose wife is SUPER fat and that makes me smile. Yeah, it did suck. They kicked me in the face and on stomped on my nuts. I knew it was coming when I ran into them at a party. I had no back up and was quickly surrounded , I was with 2 chicks one of which ended up saving my ass.

Did you bang one of their girlfriends?

You think I've lost my mind?

I got beat up for no reason what so ever, I did not even know the dudes, they were talking smack and i gave it back and got tore up

Originally posted by Tom
Did you bang one of their girlfriends?

Yeah, it was one of the chicks I was with. The slut ended up banging one of my friends right after that too.

LMAO!

Mouse, no. You seem to just say whatever is on your mind, which is good, but don't realize that it may piss someone off until after the fact.

Originally posted by Mouse
You think I've lost my mind?

Definately continue your therapy. Did something bad happen to you when you were little?

he will not talk about it, i have already asked

When you got jumped, how bad was it? Were you just lumped up? Hospitalized?

Did something bad happen to you when you were little?

For a few full years of my life I was sexaully abused and beat hard on a daily basis by my step father and his neighbor. ...throghout those years I watched him do the same to my mom as I layed there too beat and young to do anything. Real dad abandoned me when I was born and continues to try and scam my mom for money and treats me like ****. Doc says that severe head trauma through those years, combined with all the fights I've been in also add to the fact. There's a lot more, but that's the major stuff.

Imagine lying naked.. beat up.. too beat to move.. see'n your mom get beat and you can't do anything about it. Alone. hearing her screams, see'n her tears run down her face as she looks into your eyes.. crying, screaming.. i remember the cold floor in the kitchen that I was made to sleep on at night still.. every ****ing day and night when I came home from school.

Originally posted by Mouse
For a few full years of my life I was sexaully abused and beat hard on a daily basis by my step father and his neighbor. ...throghout those years I watched him do the same to my mom as I layed there too beat and young to do anything. Real dad abandoned me when I was born and continues to try and scam my mom for money and treats me like ****. Doc says that severe head trauma through those years, combined with all the fights I've been in also add to the fact. There's a lot more, but that's the major stuff.

HOLY ****!!! Considering what you had to endure, you're fairly well adjusted. I'm sorry to hear that bro. They will burn in hell.

People have this thing.. it's a natural self-protective thing, makes you "block out" your memmories when things are too traumatic. Therapy has helped me to remember them to deal with them better... i dunno, it's odd...

Originally posted by Blue Dawg
When you got jumped, how bad was it? Were you just lumped up? Hospitalized?

No I got soccer kicked in the jaw and took a hand full of random punches then I ran away

I ended up in the fetal position while they kicked the Bejeezus outta me. Also, mouse I do think that you've done a pretty good job of dealing with your trauma. Many would be dead or in jail or worse.

yeah mouse turn that frown upside down