Why is it that man, by nature, is not happy with himself? I struggle to come to peace and equilibrium with myself, yet every day I fail. Why? I think it’s because I am truly not content with my soul and it’s existence.

I was at the pool hall and got to talking with this 22 yea old lady, tight body, we clicked. She has a 1 year old son and her b/f is in Massachusetts. She is here to live in Los Angeles for good, yet still struggles to keep that relationship going. Like a knife through my heart I accepted the fact that she had a boyfriend, after she told me after a whole night of flirting with one another. She told me to come back Thursday night and play with her again and told me how nice it was to meet me. Hesitantly I think if I am actually going to appear Thursday night because I know that the closer I grow to this female, the more it will hurt as I come to terms with her love for her boyfriend.

I don’t think that I could ever be happy within a relationship with a female due to the fact of my previous misfortunes in choosing girlfriends. Flings, one night deals, bed buddies.. all of which I can handle.. yet every time I enter into a relationship and give her everything I have, every single lady abuses it and takes it for granted. It is now that I turn inward, into my soul which breathes change. I’m tired of changing, yet who I am truly on the inside scares ladies away.

It’s funny how humanities minds, hearts, and souls work isn’t it?

my equilibrium takes sides in a verbal fight

Equilibrium was a good movie.

Thanks for taking me seriously *****es!!

Originally posted by Mouse
Thanks for taking me seriously *****es!! youre welcome :lovers:

*shows penis*

Serious inquiries please!!

Were you looking for inquiries?

Go back in your box woman!!! I didn't call for you yet. If you're good, I'll loosen your leash later.

Originally posted by Mouse
Go back in your box woman!!! I didn't call for you yet. If you're good, I'll loosen your leesh later.


Harsh yet funny

leesh?

Use equilibrium in a sentence

who?

*raging hard on*

Now you're talking back. Damnit. I hate gimps and slaves who talk back to me.

1. Only speak when spoken to.
2. Crawl out of your box only when I call.
3. When you speak, you will remain on your knees unless stated otherwise.

Now shut the **** up gimp, and go back to your box!!

Oh please, loosen my "leesh".

somebody say "Leech"?

Who wants "Leche"?

I got to pay for my car "Lease"

I'll make a pretty little collar for you. Yes, I have it all planned out. You'll look so pretty in it. I'll use your hair and sting together a nice chain of all of your teeth. Then ever so slightly rap it around your kneck and let you suck me softly until I finish.

Leche de mi palo 5 pesos la onza, gracias

Charles is such a "tease".

Originally posted by Mr. Beelzebub
Leche de mi palo 5 pesos la onza, gracias Youre latin.

I never did have much time for English teachers, police authority, or preppy valley girls. But when you have an English-teacher crazed, control freak of a preppy valley girl not calling her pimp daddy “Papi,” well then you have a problem don’t you?

Si senor, latiiino heattt

"what the ****"

Mr. Beelzebub de Mierda.

Originally posted by Cesaro
"what the ****"

I wish I were a Moderator so I could ban Allison.

You still couldn't.

I could and I would woman.

Here mouse, you can use my sock.

This was a serious thread and this dumb blonde contaminates it with her bull**** like usual. Any other thread and I wouldn’t say anything, but this thread was ****ing serious, spilling my guts about females. Then this slut comes in here, probably didn’t even read it and doesn’t give a ****. ***** shut the **** up and get out of my thread. If it were my choice I would ban the **** out of you from ever posting again. You give us way too much drama and are only interested in yourself, you self centered *****. It’s girls like you who I wouldn’t mind taking a baseball bat to a few times.

Show a little sensitivity, humor me and act like you care about other people, and stop posting in my ****ing threads. Thanks for your words you self-centered slut, now **** off.

Mouse did you take your meds today?

yo solo sé que el techoblanco es la solución.

No I forgot.. take'n 'em at lunch. Going for lunch right now, lol.. be back in an hour.

:lovers:

Play the dumb blonde slut card. Thats original. Thats what everyone resorts to when they lack enough wit to come up with a valid insult.

Trust me when I say there are very few people whos words I take to heart.

I'm even less serious about it if you're attempting to bash me for something that isn't in some way true.

I NEVER play cards.

I like Spades sometimes.

Allison, no quieres un poquito de mi leche?

no, gracias. no me gusta.

very impressive hijacking, allison. i'm proud.

i'm going to answer this thread seriously when mouse comes back if i'm still here.

Matt I love your posts
Your a very spiritual person - but sometimes you scare me

That was deep mouse, I feel your pain.

Took my pills.. wrote some poetry on my lunch break.. had a few smokes.. feel'n good. I'll feel better once the new pot of coffee I started is finished.

Allison: Thought I told your ass not to post in my threads anymore? And don't talk down to me you ignorant little girl, I know enough that I don't care to share with the board in order for me to classify you what I may. I'm closer with certain people than you may think, and I know things. Need not mention them here because it might jeapordize your relationship with a lot of people, and we both know that I'm a nice guy and wouldn't do that. So again, I ask politely: Stop ****ing posting in my threads you concieted slut. Thankyou.