yeah so that girl that left me all feeling bad and she finally talks.


her: hi
her: i need to talk to you
Diablo9719: whats up?
her: I need to let you know that I am very sorry about my behavior towards you
her: I was immature, and a chicken ****
her: because I felt so bad, that night we kissed and everything, not that it wasn't fun and all, but deep down I knew it's not what I wanted
her: and I knew you did, so it was ****ed up for me to act like that
her: My drunkenness is no excuse, because I knew what I was doing
her: and I'm really truly very sorry
Diablo9719: and because of that you just stopped talkin to me. That sucks
Diablo9719: it no big thing
Diablo9719: but had this come up earlier you would have saved me quite a bit of confusion and heartache
her: i know
Diablo9719: I was and am not bothered by the fact hat you are not interested in me
Diablo9719: BUt
Diablo9719: I was bothered that you would be willing to throw away our 4 + months of friendship over it
her: yes, well, like i said, I'm sorry

continued

her: I wanted to send you an email and was going to soon
Diablo9719: so what prompted this?
her: what?
Diablo9719: you suddenly answering me
her: I have been thinking about it alo
her: alot
Diablo9719: really? i figured you just wrote me off
her: nah, I never stopped thinking about it
Diablo9719: really?
her: yeah, I guess it was easier for me not to deal with it cuz I felt sooo bad

continued


her: i'm sorry ben..i think a part of me wishes that I did have feelings for you because I know how sweet you are and stuff, but I just don't have those kind of feelings
Diablo9719: its all good
her: no, it's not, but thanks

continued
(the guilt trip) (well not really but kinda, you be the judge)

Diablo9719: cause i read it, and you were doin everythign you said you hated
Diablo9719: i feel foolish now
her: why do you feel foolish?
her: I'm the ******* here
Diablo9719: that is true (no offense)
her: i know it is
Diablo9719: but since i was young i have done my best to make myself unfeeling
Diablo9719: and it went great til i tried X
Diablo9719: now i am a weak little ***** compaired to my former self
Diablo9719: i found that letting peopel get to you emotionally makes you weak
Diablo9719: so for one to be strong he must be concreat
Diablo9719: he must be emotionless like a wall
Diablo9719: and i let you make me unlike a wall
Diablo9719: weak
Diablo9719: without structure
Diablo9719: much like water
Diablo9719: and for that i feel foolish
Diablo9719: basically summing it up in 1 msg. I let you affect me emotionally and i was a fool to think that somethign good could have come out of it. someone like myself does not and never will get (or have) a wonderfull woman as my own
her: huh?
her: you stop that now!
Diablo9719: it doesn't make sense
Diablo9719: ?
her: it does


opinions? comments?

its not your fault man, she's a lead on, just get over her there are plenty of nice girls out there, you just gotta find em.

Just pet it.

i'm way over her

i think she is sitting at her comp right now astonished

she = far in the past
she = begging for forgiveness still
she = baffled when i asked her to be my weekday drinking buddy
she = will never be the same i will scar her for life

she = poo eater

Originally posted by VulgarTheClown


Diablo9719: basically summing it up in 1 msg. I let you affect me emotionally and i was a fool to think that somethign good could have come out of it. someone like myself does not and never will get (or have) a wonderfull woman as my own


this was basically contrived bull**** to make her feel bad.

vulgar, you shouldn't hold this type of grudge mate, seriously, nothing good will come of it, you might feel better now and she was a ***** for doing it, but its a pretty non-very-nice thing to do.

If you're truly over her, just let the whole thing drop ben.

its dropped now

we are talkin abotu goin out drinking

crlygracy: Hi
Agony^x0: stop bothering me
crlygracie: hahaha funny
Agony^x0: no really you need to stop IMing me
crlygracie: you want me and you know it. stop lying to yourself
Agony^x0: look you idiot i don't like you. you're weird .LEAVE ME ALONE!
crlygracie: sending D:\my documents\my pictures\me nude.jpg
Agony^x0: NO
Agony^x0: I don't want your pic
crlygracie: fine then send me yours
Agony^x0: what part of leave me alone don't you understand?
crlygracie: you shouldn't talk like that....I'm starting to think you don't liike me

Agony^x0 signed off at 11:19:56 PM.

OH OH OH OH OH OH OH

UPDATE!

her: I miss you
her: I really do
Diablo9719: what was there to miss? aside my great humor and well me
Diablo9719: details please
Diablo9719: fill my lack of ego
her: I have sooo much fun with you
her: and, no I'm not trying to play, but you are a great kisser
Diablo9719: as are you
her: thanx
Diablo9719: thats all i talked about for like 2 days after
her: aww
Diablo9719: *sniffle*
her: see, what's worng with me!!??!!??
Diablo9719: you don't dig chubby nice guys that make decent money but do not have alot of free time?
her: I guess not
her: I think I'm asexual
Diablo9719: i have been since like 8th grade
Diablo9719: either that or i got no game
her: i think you got some game
her: ;-)
Diablo9719: really?
Diablo9719: i heard i got the game that i do not know i got game
her: he he he
her: that's game!!!!
Diablo9719: yeah but i dunno how to use it
Diablo9719: unless its always on
Diablo9719: and then its not game then its just me

curly that was hilarious

Originally posted by Curly Howard
crlygracy: Hi
Agony^x0: stop bothering me
crlygracie: hahaha funny
Agony^x0: no really you need to stop IMing me
crlygracie: you want me and you know it. stop lying to yourself
Agony^x0: look you idiot i don't like you. you're weird .LEAVE ME ALONE!
crlygracie: sending D:\my documents\my pictures\me nude.jpg
Agony^x0: NO
Agony^x0: I don't want your pic
crlygracie: fine then send me yours
Agony^x0: what part of leave me alone don't you understand?
crlygracie: you shouldn't talk like that....I'm starting to think you don't liike me

Agony^x0 signed off at 11:19:56 PM.

hahaha, you damn fool, quit bothering miss hojack, she is loverly :)

Originally posted by Curly Howard
crlygracy: Hi
Agony^x0: stop bothering me
crlygracie: hahaha funny
Agony^x0: no really you need to stop IMing me
crlygracie: you want me and you know it. stop lying to yourself
Agony^x0: look you idiot i don't like you. you're weird .LEAVE ME ALONE!
crlygracie: sending D:\my documents\my pictures\me nude.jpg
Agony^x0: NO
Agony^x0: I don't want your pic
crlygracie: fine then send me yours
Agony^x0: what part of leave me alone don't you understand?
crlygracie: you shouldn't talk like that....I'm starting to think you don't liike me

Agony^x0 signed off at 11:19:56 PM.

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA Thats not her aim name bull****ter

so your sayin that the girl i'm talkin to's name is her?

your a fool

Blow me.What your doing to her (guilt tripping her) makes you just as low as her,even worse because she is genuinly sorry and your an ******* about it.Be a real man and accent the appology and grow up a little

the appology has been accepted **** i accepted it before she even spoke to me. now all i'm doin is workin out the kinks.

update!

Diablo9719: so the other night i was tryin to give myself a little oral lovin
Diablo9719: and i almost made it
Diablo9719: j/k
her: right on
her: no you're not
Diablo9719: no i have not tried since i was 15
Diablo9719: once i'm down to 190 i will try again and i think i might be able to do it
Diablo9719: once i stretch out i think i might be able to get pretty close
her: he he he, will you show me?
Diablo9719: yo uwant to see me naked!
Diablo9719: ?
her: only if you can suck your own ****.....
her: lol
Diablo9719: no way
Diablo9719: that way to much of me teasing myself
Diablo9719: and you being there would either make it embarassing or like take things to a whole new sexual level
her: I'll show you one of my tricks if you show me!
Diablo9719: what trick you got?
her: Umm, I can put my legs behind my neck, and I can suck my own nipples
her: ;-)
Diablo9719: so when your legs are behind your neck what can you do from there?
her: umm, if I stretch before I bet I can do a little something, but I've never tried
Diablo9719: its time to try
Diablo9719: what you doin right now?
her: he he he
her: i told you already
Diablo9719: well hurry up and finish
Diablo9719: i need spanking material
her: he he he
Diablo9719: you got a camra lets take naked pics of you
Diablo9719: i just shaved
her: i didn't
Diablo9719: oh man i got a huge bruise on my groin!
Diablo9719: its kinda gross
her: for real?
Diablo9719: yeah
her: from fighting
Diablo9719: yeah
her: poor baby
Diablo9719: i think bruises from fighting are kinda sexy
her: lemme kiss it for you
her: ok, I'll stop[
her: sorry
Diablo9719: you want to you can
Diablo9719: its all good
Diablo9719: its not near my penis
her: i know, i know
Diablo9719: up by my belt

Cool

more continuation this is gettin juicy!

her: i hear ya
Diablo9719: hey if you got no feelings for me
Diablo9719: thats cool
Diablo9719: if you want to make out with me cause i'm a good kisser thats cool
Diablo9719: if you want to do whatever thats cool
her: for real?
Diablo9719: just make sure i know the peramiters before hand
her:: he he he. OK!
Diablo9719: and if i get all attached i will let you know and we can end it or deal with it however you want
her: well, we'll see
Diablo9719: i'm just lettin you know
Diablo9719: do not change how yo uwould normally interact with me because of this
Diablo9719: am i acting different?
her: no, a little more perverted, actually, which is all good
Diablo9719: i think its cause i haven't whacked it in like 3 1/2 weeks
her: damn, boy
her: well, me neither
Diablo9719: when i'm angry i won't pull it, and then i had competition and its rumor that rubbin one out takes away from your physical edge
her: I'm sure it does
Diablo9719: i believe it
Diablo9719: when i faught in october i got 3 bj's the day of and i was stuck
Diablo9719: this time no bj's and i did good
her: damn boy
Diablo9719: what?
her: 3 bj's, that's pretty cool
Diablo9719: yeah it took a little convincing for #2 and #3 but it worked out
Diablo9719: mostly she did it cause i told her i couldn't
her: he he he
Diablo9719: girls love doin **** they are not allowed or sapposed to do

HAHHAHAHAAHAH At a boy work her cyber clit over :lol3:

as i told MM on aim

Diablo9719: i will have my semen either on her tits or in her belly by the end of the month
Diablo9719: and you know why
Diablo9719: cause i do not want her now

thats not a complete truth she was a good friend and she is still smokin hot so i do want her just not in the same way

I have both of MM's aim names on my list and I've NEVER seen him on there

I'm on right now stupid, and have you got my ganja yet?

No and no....you're not on now cause I don't see you. and Zen smoked it all

Ben you've got issues man, you need to see a shrink.

why do i have issues zen?

whats your name on aim?

so she called me and we have been talkin for the last well since 2 posts ago in this thread.

she was appologizing profusely.

and i got her talkin about suckin dick and ****ing how willing she is to take a show in the mouth/tits/back etc... and the rest.

i will be myself and not give a **** from now on as long as we are friends.

My name on AIM is chuteboxeamerica, I'm not on right now. But I think you kind of contradict yourself, on one hand, your angry at this girl for whatever happened, on the other hand, you kind of want revenge, or at least act that way. And if you truly do like or have feelings for this girl, why would you put your private conversation here for all of us monsters to pass our judgement on it?

see this is how it works.

i was hurt, i got over it, i am so busy right now that i do not think i even have time for a lady. I still care for her and i still want to chill with her.

i'm no longer hurt and i do not actually want revenge.

as for the conversation i put it up cause you were the people i turned to when it all happened to me, granted 95% of the guys on the board were not helpful at all but 5% were and so since i came with my problem i came with the ending.

i think yall deserved to know.

Mrs. Howard: Curly did you take out the trash?
crlygracie: just a minute
Mrs. Howard: that's what you said an hour ago
crlygracie: yeah
Mrs. Howard: so go take it out
crlygracie: no I'll do it in a minute
Mrs. Howard: oh really
crlygracie: yeah.what you gonna do about it?
Mrs. Howard: BANNED!!!!!!!!
Mrs. Howard: from the bedroom

crlygracie has signed off at 02:36

so u got DISSED AND DISMISSED, good lord boy whats wrong withcha

i said those damning words........."I do"

So did you take it out then? :-)

Originally posted by Curly Howard
i said those damning words........."I do"

http://www.users.on.net/bobbyeow/lindlandown3d.jpg

DAMN!