Eyes Of The South
06-22-2003, 12:04 AM
Well im sure we have a few poets on the board.My stuff aint verry good but its how I like to vent so ill share some in hopes other members will share theres:)
The Darkness
Alone in the dark receses of my mind I lay.
Staring into the darkness.
I hear.
I see.
Im numb.
I feel nothing but the icy cold hands of death creeping , slowly strangeling , I’ve breathed my last breath.
Now in death everything is so clear.
The pills have done what I could never do,found all the answers.
I no longer feel all the pain that 18 years of bull**** have brought me.
The answers are here and oh so clear to me now.
Why couldend I have seen them all along?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
It took a bottle of pills and a broken will to answer all my strongest questions.
Now I am forever alone to wonder what could have been.
If I would have just forgot.
If I could have just let it go and written it off.
Instead I took the easy road for the first time in my life.
I put my fists down for the first time in my life and gave up in a fight.
I’ve lost the battle and the war.
This war will never be televised or be seen on the front page.
I am now a statistic.
A memory in the back of a news paper.
I lay here alone on the cold slab being drained of my life force.
I am no more.
Nothing but a memory.
A face never again to be seen in the crowd.
Trapped alone inside a box , trapped like I’ve spent the rest of my miserable life.
Alone in the nothingness I am and have become.
The reverend says his prayer.
I hear the cry’s but I know on the inside its laughter.
Never have such a group of people been so happy.
I feel the cold box which holds my remains lowerd.
Into the cold dead ground.
This earth is now part of me.
This is my eternal sleep.
Never ending sleep.
The earth is thrown down upon me.
I feel it consuming me.
There is no going back.
THIS IS MY DESTINY!!
Never ending,never fading,alone in the darkness.
No more love,no more pain,no more hate only regret.
Never to feel again.
I guess its better like this.
Im gone never to be heard from again.
I lose everything and sleep my eternal sleep.
I hear a ringing?
Could it be?
The alarm is off.
**** ANOTHER DAY OF THIS BULL****!!!!!!!!
And anotherone
THE LIFE THAT COULD HAVE BEEN
Thiefing slut.
You stole the one thing that could have made this life complete.
Now I seek my revenge,to turn your world upside down.
I will destroy everything that you hold dear with these words.
You turned this heart black and for that I will allways fiend for your blood.
You stole from me ,that was my ****ing creation and you stole it.
I will tear into that piece of **** you call a heart and rip it to shreads .
I will bring your world crashing down,the blood that courses through these veins will be heated with hatred for you until the day you are no more.
I will rip into your core and spill you all over the floor.
Your insides will be a reminder of the pain.
The child that was my redemption is now gone.
You will feel the pain I felt that infamous night you brought my world crashing down.
I will have my revenge on you,for all eternity my face will be etched into your black heart till the day comes I destroy you.
This heart beats only to see your demise,I ****ing hate you and you will feel my wrath.
I sit and wait,alone by myself,
The voices in my head give me comfort and keep me motivated to carry out my work and see your end.
I lurk in the shadows and in the back of your mind and wait.
I WILL FIND YOU!!!!!
I HUNT!!!!
Your putrid scent fills the air I breath
Ever feinding to see your demise
To see your end
I WILL KILL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well thats some of my work.Its not good but writing helps me get through the bad days. Come on guys post some of your work \m/
The Darkness
Alone in the dark receses of my mind I lay.
Staring into the darkness.
I hear.
I see.
Im numb.
I feel nothing but the icy cold hands of death creeping , slowly strangeling , I’ve breathed my last breath.
Now in death everything is so clear.
The pills have done what I could never do,found all the answers.
I no longer feel all the pain that 18 years of bull**** have brought me.
The answers are here and oh so clear to me now.
Why couldend I have seen them all along?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
It took a bottle of pills and a broken will to answer all my strongest questions.
Now I am forever alone to wonder what could have been.
If I would have just forgot.
If I could have just let it go and written it off.
Instead I took the easy road for the first time in my life.
I put my fists down for the first time in my life and gave up in a fight.
I’ve lost the battle and the war.
This war will never be televised or be seen on the front page.
I am now a statistic.
A memory in the back of a news paper.
I lay here alone on the cold slab being drained of my life force.
I am no more.
Nothing but a memory.
A face never again to be seen in the crowd.
Trapped alone inside a box , trapped like I’ve spent the rest of my miserable life.
Alone in the nothingness I am and have become.
The reverend says his prayer.
I hear the cry’s but I know on the inside its laughter.
Never have such a group of people been so happy.
I feel the cold box which holds my remains lowerd.
Into the cold dead ground.
This earth is now part of me.
This is my eternal sleep.
Never ending sleep.
The earth is thrown down upon me.
I feel it consuming me.
There is no going back.
THIS IS MY DESTINY!!
Never ending,never fading,alone in the darkness.
No more love,no more pain,no more hate only regret.
Never to feel again.
I guess its better like this.
Im gone never to be heard from again.
I lose everything and sleep my eternal sleep.
I hear a ringing?
Could it be?
The alarm is off.
**** ANOTHER DAY OF THIS BULL****!!!!!!!!
And anotherone
THE LIFE THAT COULD HAVE BEEN
Thiefing slut.
You stole the one thing that could have made this life complete.
Now I seek my revenge,to turn your world upside down.
I will destroy everything that you hold dear with these words.
You turned this heart black and for that I will allways fiend for your blood.
You stole from me ,that was my ****ing creation and you stole it.
I will tear into that piece of **** you call a heart and rip it to shreads .
I will bring your world crashing down,the blood that courses through these veins will be heated with hatred for you until the day you are no more.
I will rip into your core and spill you all over the floor.
Your insides will be a reminder of the pain.
The child that was my redemption is now gone.
You will feel the pain I felt that infamous night you brought my world crashing down.
I will have my revenge on you,for all eternity my face will be etched into your black heart till the day comes I destroy you.
This heart beats only to see your demise,I ****ing hate you and you will feel my wrath.
I sit and wait,alone by myself,
The voices in my head give me comfort and keep me motivated to carry out my work and see your end.
I lurk in the shadows and in the back of your mind and wait.
I WILL FIND YOU!!!!!
I HUNT!!!!
Your putrid scent fills the air I breath
Ever feinding to see your demise
To see your end
I WILL KILL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well thats some of my work.Its not good but writing helps me get through the bad days. Come on guys post some of your work \m/