I have been suckin ass in training in the last few days!

my shoulder has been really bothing me lately and my elbow hurts like mad since almost gettin snapped saturday. I think 2 of my toes are broken

i'm just not feelin it. i'm out of my groove. i'm not even tryin. i'm just lieing there.

****!

Edson is all yellin at me, your an embarsment, don't be easy, try , you don't try. push, move, go, all i do is stare him direct int he face emotionless and just space out.

****!

my shoulder seriously hurts.

Quit your *****ing and suck it up, you want to be a fighter then stop whining about ****. You ever think Edson is just trying to push you because he knows you can do much better? Dont go half ass. Give everything everytime your are on the mat....

i'm not worried about my being hurt.

i was *****in i'm out of my groove.

I aint feelin the movements, like i'm distracted.