I miss everyone so imma start postin more, hehehe. Spent these past nights and days alone.. walkin around museums, art shows, etc... was sitting ontop a cliff last night over looking the city with a glass of wine and a nice smoke, reflecting on who I was, am, and hope to be in the future. Yea.. through my struggle to be the more spiritual and calm state of mind, also come the struggles and challenges of staying on my chosen path. But I'm doing a good job so far.

lol, just felt like sharring a lil bit of my mind right now.

MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hug?

hehehe:lovers:

i missed you matt...*sheds a tear*

I've gone through some major transformations both as a person and spiritually. I had to set myself apart from friends, family, and everyone I know.. I basically went off alone this whole time in order to find myself.. find who I really am deep down inside. I have a better grasp on things now and am a lot happier. I'll start posting more now though. (-:

Great! this place needs more of your post...just has been the same since you left

So are you finished with fighting or are you still training?

I'm not training or fighting anymore. I have nothing else to prove to myself as far as that goes. I showed myself that I could suceed in it and prevail. Now I have to tackle an even greater challenge and see how deep I can reach inside myself and truly be the content and spiritual person I had always hoped to be.

I still run, and lift and am in excellent shape. However I have set myself apart from the violent side of me and have no physical contact with other people, so nothing is triggered that would set me back on my current path.

well i'm glad you're bettering yourself bro. welcome back and lemme know if you wanna throw down some spiritual chats.

my WHITE twin brother!!!!!

nice to see ya around, dood.

dude.. im bigger than you, more cut, way more tatted now, and i actually have a hair-style goin, lol. I look nothin like you lil man!!

Hey Matt! Good to hear from you again.

:-(

we used to be one? :-/

you used to have a shaved head, a little goatee, and i know you are white, but bro... you were sportin some tan skin foo! maybe you are more cut (i am cut?) , and yes you are bigger (who is'nt?) and ... well...... awww phucket! looks like we are nothing alike. i thought... well.... we.... ummm........


i guess not. :-(






**** you. hit me up sometime cracka!

If it makes you feel better, Adam... I can look like you.

Hello Matt

It's good to see you again, Matt. :)

It sounds like you've come to conclusions on some of the essentials... I commend you for that. I've hit that point that you did more than once, man... me and you handle it the same... get away from things, sort **** out & come back to the field when you're capable of A-games in all areas. Your decision to not train or fight anymore makes sense to me... although you're damn good at it. I pity the fool who ****s with you, regardless of what environment you place yourself in. I also admire how you've decided to apply your strengths. Just in reading the few things you've said in this post after all that time you've been away, I can see that you have made wise realizations for such a young age. Again, this is like me & not like others I know at all. I guess that's why I appreciate it... I know what it takes.

You're a good man, Matt. Hope I see ya around soon.

Matt, what's up bro? glad to see you walking on the straight and narrow. Welcome back!

Glad to have ya back matt

GOD YES HE'S BACK!

hey there stranger

Did you hear about Kaps talking **** to your mom?

no taht is Jeremy Jackson's mom

that

Glad to see you back on the forums Matt. It's good to hear that your doing well.

Hi Matt.

Remember that only you can truly take care of you.

So carry a concealed weapon.

Peace,

- The Jake