I'd really like to know. Why is it that when things look ****ty and you try to hold onto pieces of happiness and sanity something happens with them that dumps more **** on you? I was having somewhat of a good day this morning. Sitting in class, minding my own business, the usual. Then at about noon I realized that I have nothing left to discuss in my history paper and I am still 4 pages short of the minimum length. Then I had to do a presentation in another one of my classes. I don't think I was speaking english. I ****ed it up good, I was so nervous. Now my day is going bad but I get to come home and chat with my lovely girlfriend. Right? Wrong. I said something (haven't figured out what yet) that apparently hit a nerve with her and she is now mad at me. So I figured I should work on my paper a bit but I can't think because all that pops in my brain is how crappy a day this has been.

So I ask again. Why can't **** be dealed out in small amounts over a long period of time rather then in dumptruck fulls at once? Maybe I am just stressed with it being the end of the semester and summer being so close. Not even having a shower could clear my mind and that usually works.

Take a walk, jerk off, take a shower, go to bed. The good thing about totally ****ty days is that tomorrow will probably be better.

Or watch some mma highlight vids. Nothing brightens up my day like some good highlights.

I didnt read that so this post is useless, skip over it.....

Originally posted by Zen420
Take a walk, jerk off, take a shower, go to bed. The good thing about totally ****ty days is that tomorrow will probably be better.
That might work for most people in most situations but it won't solve my problems. I will still have a paper to work on and I will still not have resolved things with the girl. I like to finish it all in one night. I'll phone her later and work stuff out and I will read a few dozen pages of some books while I wait and maybe find something to write about for my paper.

**** comes in threes, seriously. You have had your 3...life will be peaches for a while now...guaranteed

So true.

Got things worked out with the girl so things are are alittle better.

YAY

Go Hockey....

it's your birfday

Glad to hear it HF.

YAY

Woot.....

I forgot to mention that i ruined supper today also. So that was more **** on the pile.

Still don't know why Kaila was mad at me but I guess it doesn't matter anymore since I apologized for whatever I did and we are all good now. But I still got that ****ing paper.

Turn it in as is.