how would i go about doing it?the highs and lows are getting worse

I think I should too.

never saw one before but i want to.i just need to set it up.
i think the medicine that i am on is ****ing my head up but i am afraid to tell them that because i don't want them to take me off it.it is the only one that has really helped me over the course of the past 5 years

I need to talk about my feelings, I never have with anyone. I would like to get some thing of my chest.

i had to go to a shirk once for anger management, they dont help at all

we are here gman hahahahha

I know im crazy and i dont need to pay someone to tell me what i know

I fear that I'm going to die alone. I want kids I realize that now. I have a fear of woman and rejection.

talk to me Gman...let it all out

hahaha, first you better get your fighting career going if you want the hotties

im with twist
we are here

I'm getting my carrer going. I'm training 5 to 6 days a week.

i kinda feel the same way gman

that's the problem....you need time to pimp

You want the woman and the life that comes with it. But you fear just that happening.

can you tell me if the spelling is right on this?"pshyciatrist"
thanks.i don't have a phone book so i need to look on the net yellow pages for some in my area.i don't think i can spell it

When im feeling bad about myself I think of this
I hate my flaws, yet I love my flaws, because with out them i just wouldn't be me

looks spelled right to me

Rigid- If you have health insurance(I'm gonna assume that you do), they may cover it. I have my first appointment with a shrink tomorrow at 11am and my insurance completely covers the first 8 visits. After that it will be a $15 copay per visit if the Doc thinks I need to continue coming.

Also, what medication are you on?

I can't afford it.

medication sucks, dont turn your life around, be crazy its alot better, be angry and hate everything, it helps out alot more then being happy

psychiatrist(I think)

Originally posted by Zen420


Also, what medication are you on?

methadone, elavil, and neurontin every day.couple times a week oxycontin.
i think it's the methadone.little by little it is really messing with my head but i need that medicine for the pain.nothing else really works like this.i am still hurting every day but it is about half as painful as it was before.

what did you do rigid?

degenerative discs

Damn bro your pretty heavily medicated. I know what you mean by the highs and lows though, that's why I'm going. The lows seem lower than ever for me and they are much more frequent and longer enduring than in the past.

ohh that sucks

you guys are probably depressed

I know I'm depressed.

i was trying to explain it to the wife earlier today.even when i am with her or my boy and we are having a good time, half of me is having a blast and the other half feels depressed as ****.i don't know how else to explain it.like now.i was trying to sleep but i was just laying there feeling real sad so i had to get out of bed.i really don't know what the **** is going on but i don't like it.

This thread drips with self pity. Squezze hears. Squezze don't care.

I went to a shrink he was a cool guy.

but he wouldn;t let me do his daughters.