So as you all know my spirits have been way low about fighting lately, ever since the last two shows I was supposed to fight in, never happened due to polotical bull ****. I haven't been training hardcore really, but I've still been thinking about it. Today I'm going back to training with more intensity and heart than I ussually go in there with.

They tell me I'm going to fight in March "for sure" ... I'm not believing a word of it till I got the actual name of my opponent. But I'm going to start training my ass off once more, because eventually I WILL FIGHT AGAIN. Oct. 3rd set my spirit on fire for blood and victory more than any fight before it.

By March I will be faster, stronger, and more technical than anyone has ever seen before. I want to win, I want to do well in this sport, and I will... it's only a matter of time, but I'm not a patient man. I'm 19. Give me a few years and everyone will know who I am, I'm determined to make the sacrafices and live the lifestyle that it takes to win the matches.

The only thing that's stopping me from fighting in every show I can get my hands on are my coaches and promoters. ..but no one can stop my heart that's set a blaze and getting hotter as every day passes with it's hunger for blood and battle. I will not stop, I will not give up, I will not let this get me down.. because I know where I'm at, and where I will go in the future.

I am determined.

Good for you. Either way you will be on the top of your game

I know it is easy to lose focus for training when you are discouraged..I am glad you have the inner strength to overcome

Go for it!

**** yeah matt. you just gave me some motivation, brotha

Good **** Matt...at 19 you are at the age when you have to make the big decisions about how you are going to live the life you want to live, be strong, ignore the people who will say you can't and live your dreams