I was supposed to fight for the UAGF next month, in a closed-fist fight at the Hollywood Palladium. ****ers called me up the other day and said they don't got a fight for me. What the ****?!? I've only been training my ass off for this **** and thinkin about it every ****ing day. I know a lot of guys that would fight me.. I think; so it's bull**** them tellin me they don't got a guy for me.

I'm DEFINITELLY going to be fighting in March.. and you can be damn sure that I'm going to use this time to train even harder for that one. ****ing bull****, I was look'n forward to hospitalizin another fool in Febuary... I'm goin to be doin some underground fights next month to keep me on my game, and am open to challenges anytime. Kinda pissed off about this. How the **** can I get better and excel in this sport if they ****ing tell me they "don't got a guy for me?"

Just thought I'd keep everyone here up to date on my fighting status.

:devil

anger is good

damn man sorry to hear that.

See for me, fighting gives me meaning to my life.. it sets me apart from every other mother ****er that lives within the organized corporate america walking around like drones.. do'n their 8 to 5's, then goin to bed, then wakin up and doin it all over again. The thought of that **** is pointless to me. You go to school, get a job, make enough money to live off of, retire, then u die. You may have gone up your ****ing corporate ladder, congrats u get a ****ing cookie. For me, sure I'll do that, but I'm goin to be a part of something greater and better than the ****ing ladder.

Most people think it's the best thing in the world when u get your %2.7 step-increase and finally gett'n the "recognition" you deserve. No you're a ****ing drone and a slave of america. **** your step-increases.. try feelin the rush of another guy across the cage from you wanting to tear your head off and humiliate u infront of your team and friends. How awsome is it to have your hand raised at the end of that with his ****ed up body twitching on the ground. Nothing beats that. Most Americans now adays don't know the rush that they could be getting, but their constant struggle to get higher and higher within the issolated walls of their office.

Fighting gives me meaning. It's who I am. I'd rather be ladeled as a fighter and have my eyes opened, than to be labeled as a "Mr. Jensen Chief of Fiscal ****ing Services." **** you and your "america" u closed minded ass holes. If it was my way everyone would have their eyes opened to all of the sub-cultures of america.. one of which being the sport and Lifestyle of competitive NHB/MMA fighting.

four people who i train with go to the same college. So that doesn't make me different. I am the only egineering student that does.

You're missing my point.. I go to college to and am look'n at a degree in law. I'm talkin about outside and alongside that world.

what kind of law interests you?

I'm working right now with the Ombudsman of LA County. We're a mediator between the citizens of LA County and the Sheriff, (cuz they're county law enforcement), as well as people in jail and convicts. It's real interesting dealing with all these people and helpin them out. So this interests me, I've also debated of going into law enforcement myself, but am hesitant because I see how it changes people once they are tainted to the "opened lid" of the world and people in general. Most likely I'll transfer from where I'm at into a different law firm within LA County.. we'll see, I got some options.

I'm hoping to get into criminal law eventually.

That sucks, **** it keep training and it will all pan out.

I'm hoping to get into criminal law eventually.

That's real sweet. I've actually been thinkin about that, it's a pretty interesting field.

That sucks, **** it keep training and it will all pan out.

I know it will. Knowing me though, I hate waiting for stuff. I want it now. I'm pretty impatient, guess that's a major downfall for me. I know I'll do good in future fights, but I want to show everyone more and get my physical-fix right now, know what I mean? I also miss it, I'm a real physical person and love body-body contact, and when I don't get it after I've been anticipating it, I become a nervous wreck like the man I am right now, lol.

Go punch the clown

I pick my program because it means I get to four years to live of the government, playing rugby for four years and I was always good at that stuff in high school. I'll be 22 when I'm done so I'll have time to pick what I want to do with my life.

aww, sorry to hear that Matt~
But now maybe I can come see you fight in March! Yeah!

Haha, you're always invited. Yea hopefully you can make that one. :)

sorry to hear that Matt.

Where are you fighting in March?
and these underground fights you are gonna do.....
let me know some details...

That sucks dude. Good luck for the March fight.