i am going to kill someone.let me elaborate a bit.to start, i have done some time in jail before and the worst things that have ever happened to me, happened in there and i told myself i would never go back.that is how i used to know i was still sane and the thoughts i were having meant nothing.now i find myself weighing the pro's and con's and figuring out how i would handle jail again.

this has been a long time comming.i have a fairly short fuse anyway but lately my family, and my ladies family have been giving us **** very day and it puts me in a mood.so now i'm pissed and everything starts to get to me.i can actually feel myself getting pissed, my blood pressure rising.
i am truly afraid that one of these days i am going to kill someone.i don't want to.i don't think of myself as that kind of person but i am afraid that one of these days, i am not going to be able to control it and i am going to grab ahold of someone and just beat the life right out of them in front of everyone who happens to be there.

does anyone else get feelings like this?it freaks me out sort of.i don't want to talk to my lady about it.it would only scare her.i don't want to be at the mall with her and just ****in crack, but it is getting to that point.

Oooooooook

Take a deep breath and start counting backwards, thats what they teach in anger management.

Or, start making really good friends with a Pig farmer, and come up with a way to do it that you could get away with, and not have to go to jail. If killing said individual will satisfy your urge to do so non violently, if you just beat them with a crowbar you will probably get caught.

i don't have sadistic urges that you hear killers talking about.i just know that my temper runs away from me some times.i wish i could be mister happy all the time but most of the time i'm mister pissed off.
i don't want to hurt someone that don't deserve it, i am afraid that it is going to come to that though.believe me, i do not want to go back to jail.

Originally posted by Waylander
Take a deep breath and start counting backwards, thats what they teach in anger management.

Or, start making really good friends with a Pig farmer, and come up with a way to do it that you could get away with, and not have to go to jail. If killing said individual will satisfy your urge to do so non violently, if you just beat them with a crowbar you will probably get caught.


LOL @ Pig Farmer. I also have a short temper and mood swings but I yell and I feel better. I usually want to kill people when I am driving with my kids in the car and *******s ride my ass or cut me off.

Mr Happy = Bzob

Someone needs to rename this thread "Exhibit 'A'" for the prosecution.

Do it man!!!! DO IT!!!!! FEEL THE RAGE!!!!!:devil

rigid, do you like to lose? Because if you allow anger to control you, you've lost...plain and simple. You are the one in control of every situation in your life and you are the only one who can control how your actions will effect yourself and others around you.

Originally posted by RyDawg
Someone needs to rename this thread "Exhibit 'A'" for the prosecution.


LOL

i think your the hulk.

lsg, i know i am in control of the situations in my life.i have been having the feeling like i am going to lose that control and i don't want to.i know that things will settle down.i just have to chill out and get to that point.as long as i can make it to the 1st of the month them it's cool.just seems like every day something else happens.if i didn't know any better i would that think some people out there are tryin to **** with me just to see what i'll do to them.most of the people that are getting to me lately know me, therefor they know how i am and usually heed that.it has not been like that lately.maybe they want to see me locked up.i don't know.

thanks for changing this title but you are gonna **** up my whole insanity ple when i am in court.this proves that it's premeditated.

I take all the rage and anger in me and I use it to train
I have found the best way to use it and it gets me results
It fuels me in my training and I dont go off killing or beating on ppl
Use your anger and your rage to your advantage