Big_Papa
12-30-2002, 08:29 AM
to scream real loud and take a gun and blow your brains out? Right now the the thought of my children growing up without me is stopping me....
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View Full Version : Have you ever wanted Big_Papa 12-30-2002, 08:29 AM to scream real loud and take a gun and blow your brains out? Right now the the thought of my children growing up without me is stopping me.... Tanner Rhoden 12-30-2002, 08:40 AM Having a bad day I see Bzob 12-30-2002, 08:43 AM Whats the skinny big papa. Divorce bumming you out? put 'em up 12-30-2002, 08:43 AM oh, stop being so dramatic you have a MILLON things to be thankful for & you know it! straighten up! Bzob 12-30-2002, 08:50 AM dont listen to her, tell me your side of the story put 'em up 12-30-2002, 08:52 AM :) Big_Papa 12-30-2002, 10:36 AM It's just day to day ****, every day **** and it is repeated from week to week. It has gotten to the point where I hate to go home from work, I hate my job more than anything, I don't make enough money to pay my bills, my wife doesn't work either which doesn't help me out any. I'm just tired of it, I work all day and go to school all night, I don't have time for fun or time to relax anymore. If I could get away with it I would take out a million dollar insurance policy and fake my death and take that money and move to a different country. I do have alot to be thankful for but damn, **** just gets old after so long, I hate it. put 'em up 12-30-2002, 10:37 AM ok, I'm sorry Bzob 12-30-2002, 10:42 AM **** it, I have been there and it does suck. you need to get away with your friends for a weekend and sort you life out. something has to go. put 'em up 12-30-2002, 10:43 AM but first you should empty your pm box :) put 'em up 12-30-2002, 10:44 AM what country should we move to? :) handjobs4dollars 12-30-2002, 10:45 AM canada put 'em up 12-30-2002, 10:48 AM Originally posted by gman canada okay - let's go! Big_Papa 12-30-2002, 10:54 AM I was thinking more along the line of Australia, and my PM box is now empty. handjobs4dollars 12-30-2002, 10:56 AM yeah, australia is warmer, go there. Live on the beach and find rich lovers to take care of you. put 'em up 12-30-2002, 10:57 AM ok I'll go there just as soon as I get back from Canada :) realkaps 12-30-2002, 10:58 AM Why would anyone move to canada?? Big_Papa 12-30-2002, 10:58 AM Because it's not here. handjobs4dollars 12-30-2002, 11:00 AM canada is fun in spring,summer,fall but winter sucks ass. realkaps 12-30-2002, 11:01 AM Go to mexico, a million dollars would go a long way down there..... put 'em up 12-30-2002, 11:03 AM true handjobs4dollars 12-30-2002, 11:04 AM how about brazil, warm and mma all around you. Big_Papa 12-30-2002, 11:07 AM Brazil sounds good, maybe fighting would releive some stress, but I don't have the time for it. momita 12-30-2002, 11:14 AM Right now the the thought of my children growing up without me is stopping me....- Big_Papa, I hope what you said there keeps you from doing anything stupid. Has somebody promised you a life of Disneyland everyday? You say you don't have time for fun or to relax, who is in charge of you're schedule? Wrestle you're kids for 15 min, you'll be amazed at how relaxed you feel afterward. Not enuf money for bills? You take each problem separetly Big_Papa, & work on it. Work on paying off 1 bill at a time. If you have credit cards, cut the suckers up. You hate you're job, spend 10 min a day looking for a new one- every day, at least you're attempting to do something about it. Don't say you don't have time to do it, you sit on the toilet don't you? If you hate how you're life is, you will find a way to fix it, if for no other reason, those children you don't want growing up without you should be enuf. And of course **** gets old, thats why it's flushable....... Big_Papa 12-30-2002, 11:23 AM Thanks Mom, good pointers. 1. I do wrestle with my kids every chance I get, they are the world to me. 2. My bills that I can't pay are my monthly bills (water, elec, car, ect. ) and I am looking into a better job as we speak. put 'em up 12-30-2002, 11:24 AM there is a light at the end of the tunnel Big_Papa 12-30-2002, 11:26 AM sounds like a country song. put 'em up 12-30-2002, 11:40 AM hush :) put 'em up 12-30-2002, 11:46 AM Young Kenny Chesney -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Lookin' back now well it makes me laugh We were growin' our hair, we were cuttin' class Knew it all already there was nothin' to learn We were strikin matches just to watch 'em burn Listen to our music just a li'l too loud We were hangin in there with the outcast crowd Headin' to the rapids with some discount beer It was a long train trestle but we had no fear Chorus: Man I don't know where the time goes But it sure goes fast just like that We were wanna be rebels who didn't have a clue In our rock and roll t-shirts and our typically bad attitudes Had no excuses for the things we'd done We were brave, we were crazy, we were mostly - young Talked a good game when we were out with the guys But in the back seat we were awkward and shy Girls were a mystery that we couldn't explain And I guess there are somethings that are never going to change Chorus: Man I don't know where the time goes But it sure goes fast just like that We were wanna be rebels who didn't have a clue In our rock and roll t-shirts and our typically bad attitudes Had no excuses for the things we'd done We were brave, we were crazy, we were mostly - young Young..Ya we were wishin' we were olldddeerrr.. Young...hey I wish it wasn't over Chorus: Man I don't know where the time goes But it sure goes fast just like that We were wanna be rebels who didn't have a clue In our rock and roll t-shirts and our typically bad attitudes Had no excuses for the things we'd done We were brave, we were crazy, we were mostly - young Big_Papa 12-30-2002, 11:52 AM OK, that's enough, you're making me more depressed than I am. Bzob 12-30-2002, 12:00 PM Big Papa come to Detroit, I will get you drunk and talk some sence into you Big_Papa 12-30-2002, 12:01 PM :o) sounds like a plan, **** man, I may just sign up for the toughman contest right along with you. put 'em up 12-30-2002, 12:02 PM Originally posted by Big_Papa OK, that's enough, you're making me more depressed than I am. I'm sorry AGAIN but you said SONG! :) Bzob 12-30-2002, 12:04 PM I told you not to listen to her, she has the same chemical make up and the woman that is ruining your life. put 'em up 12-30-2002, 12:08 PM Originally posted by Bzob I told you not to listen to her, she has the same chemical make up and the woman that is ruining your life. not all of us are the same - I'm HOT! also: employed Big_Papa 12-30-2002, 12:35 PM Key word... put 'em up 12-30-2002, 12:42 PM HOT or EMPLOYED oh - what about? home owner! :) Big_Papa 12-30-2002, 12:45 PM employed. |